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2008-10-04T15:29:00.002+08:00

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2008-09-28T20:29:00.009+08:00

Ebony & Ivony @ 080613 KBS 윤도현의 러브레터 - 성시경 Sung Si Kyung, 알렉스 ALEX

Ebony And Ivory by Sung Si Kyung and Alex

Oh, yeh.. SUNDAY.

Nothing much happened lately, so yeh not much things to update.

Beads trip..

waiting for nafa's interview..

home bake..

beading..

clay work..

light exercise..

that's all about it.

Boring lifestyle, Yeh.

I would like to talk about my beadwork..

new ring inspired by tutu-beads and the ideal look i'm going for..

I was thinking about the name, but I couldn't really thought of any..

then..

I remembered what my brother said that day, " P I N K C E S S S H E E S H E E ".

It's a nickname given to him by his friend, pinkcess is due to the fact that most of my stuffs are in PINK, and there's one period where my brother borrowed my barangs to school.. and yeh, they started to make fun of him, i'm my brother's pinkcess. Sheeshee stands for lion in japanese, and lion= Ryan- my brother's name.

SO, I shall name my new series of beadwork, Pinkcess Shee Shee.

Oh, why am i having PMS like today.. serious cramp that's real painful can.. but hey, my period should only starts in a week time. Why?.. So painful..=(

No tedious exercise, I'm sad to say that I can only do light exercise at the moment.. and I think it'll last for quite awhile.. I can't do it as I'll get giddy very easily.. and there's not much strength in my limps. It's time for proper meals, i don't wish to suffer from osteoporosis at such young age. I'm forcing myself to drink milk or soya milk or consuming dairy products everyday. Nonono, I'm not dieting like what I did before.. 3 apples per day was horrible. Now, I'll try to eat with small portion at least and I try not to take rubbish foods, I used to love them alot. My candy days is over. I'm happy to weigh 39-40Kg, and the weight lasted for 6-8 .. of coz the lightest was 37 and heaviest at 42kg through out those years.. but it'll fall back to 39-40 range again. My weight hit 43kg in 2005 before the bladder surgery, and was dropped to 37kg when i was discharged. But 39-40 will just nice.

Oh, when was the day I post about mummy, hmm.. i find it hard not to talk to any of my family memebers.. yes, I was pretty annoyed upon seeing my mum's attitude that day.. not only that day but it consists of many many other days. I wonder whether it is good or bad to forgive someone so easily.. I find it hard to get angry for days, like not talking to close ones.. I CAN'T DO IT. Yes, i think i'll grumble maybe on blog, but everything should be fine after awhile. But is there a way to solve this problem?.. Any methods to transform a mother into a normal one?

SIX reasons to smile everyday:-

yeh, i'm so gonna get into happy mood and smile everyday.

We must learn to be happy in life..

no..i don't want to go into depression again,

days of sadness..

it'll just make you shag and ugly.

So, now i'm gonna tell myself to find SIX reasons to smile,

I want to stay healthy, I wanna meet everyone in my best form.

HAPPY= PRETTY

I finally realized something..

I used to think that when I grow fatter, face rounder.. that's a complete chaos..

bad mood, everything comes.

But i start to look into my photos taken previously..

OH.. i realized that..

the ideal way for you to look good,

is to smile from your heart.

When you're happy.. you're pretty.

It's a point where everyone can be good looking,

so just make an effort to smile everyday...

simple things to make yourself happy.

2008-09-26T09:52:00.010+08:00

Continue to scold me like nobody's business..

I'm your daughter and not your puppet.

Stop finding reasons to scold me when there's not any,

DAMN.

Staying at home to let you scold me as and when you like,

fat hope..

even your favorite son's gonna leave the home when he's 30.

You don't and will never appreciate,

i doubt i can live under one roof with you.

Happy now, people don't talk to you anymore,

keep scolding larh...

scold...

see who's gonna bother about you.

Scolding for nothing is ...DAMN...

always try to attract attention only.

Even papa says he wants to go back to malaysia once we've grown up...

so please, stop being bossy and stuck up!..

You're not the QUEEN anyway.

And i'm gonna see how you gonna survive without us..

Your sisters?..

Shall see.

They don't even treat you as part of their family.

Keep complaining and shouting for no reason,

everyone dislike you.

I always try to take care of you right..

but what have you done to me?..

Treat me nicely when you're happy,

and shoot me with blunt words when you're moody.

Even the maids cannot tolerate your attitude.

Stop thinking that you're above us can..

you're nothing.

We need our own life,

just try to find your own life please.

MUMMY, you've hurt me many many times okay..

ARGHX... i hope school will start asap,

I DON'T WISH TO STAY AT HOME AND FACE THE QUEEN EVERYDAY.

and stop saying that i look like my mum okay...

i hate the fact that i look so much like her,

i mean.. it's unfair,

my brother don't look like her at all.

But kor says, if you kind of look carefully,

i'm more alike to mymy (my youngest auntie).

Then papa always say that when i used to be fat.. I kind of have carrot leg,

and that looks like mummy..

but now that i've slim down,

my legs are just like his.

Then he always make fun of mummy,

like kor, myself and dad got similar legs but only mummy owns carrot legs.

Then kor always says that he got bird's legs...

i swear it's very skinny for a guy to have such legs.

I think it's fair... on our legs.

My foot size is quite big for my body , it's about the same size as my dad when i'm only 154cm.

Papa's got hairy fair legs, even fairer than mine know.

2008-09-24T09:05:00.013+08:00

My brother was freaking funny yesterday,

I was out from the loo then my brother came out with a loud 'WAH'..

then followed by his funny lines.

he said I look as though I was out for picnic..

then he pause for awhile,

then I look at him feeling hmm..

what.. PICNIC?

then he said, but those attask one larh.

I was like laughing none stop..

nonsense eh,

picnic with diff level.

Funny hurh.

P L A Y I N G: Distant Dreamer by Duffy

Yeh, I did play this song on my blog many months ago.

I'm not sure whether it's my luck or am I being curse... erghx.. it's my 3rd year of bad luck.

Nahx, frustration and getting annoyed are jut useless emotions, but how am I gonna solve all the problems?.. and is it possible to solve them?

Like yesterday.. hmm, I went down to NAFA after two weeks of silence from the school, no responds, nothing. Guess what the person from admin told me?.. The head of department is not available.. they're at vietnam and will only be back next week. And what did they told me 3 weeks ago?.. Hmm, the person in charge of special entry is on trip for 2 days, and again the letter that janet sent out.. I only received it like more than a week after i've spoken to her. I quickly brought it down to nafa and , that person was not around.. I was told that the person incharge will give me a call when he's back but there's no respond at all. I went down two days later, and yeh.. that person was back.. he photocopied everything and he called me like more than a week later telling me that the documents weren't clear.. I got my doc. scanned and quickly sent it to him. Yeh, and the vietnam thing was what I was told yesterday. So, am I gonna explain everything to them if they blame that I'm too late?.. I've been like waiting and waiting for the interview for years.. and the worst thing is.. they didn't even inform about anything, just kept quiet and waiting for me to go down and asked personally. The school told me to wait for their calls and they didn't even bother to inform me that everyone's out.

Okay, enough.. =) I shall just wait for another week. It's either NAFA or JDMIS now.

Oh been moody lately.. but i've tried not to go into details and think too much. I mean even when you're in trouble, you are not supposed to cry or even giving that crumpy face everyday..

I want to be a happy person, and I shall make myself a happy person.

FACE IT. BOO!

Oh, yeh.. I nearly went black out the previous night, so scary can.

Breathless+ numbness in limps+ no strength to stand

i like you,

and good friend is enough heh.

thinking of you is sweet,

but talking to you is hard.

will you just do something with your ****,

i told you to change.

i wonder where do i stand in your heart.

2008-09-21T14:17:00.004+08:00

Evirel was sharing his works with me yesterday.

I totally love the EVIL KITTENS!..

He's kind enough to design t-shirt for charity this oct for halloween,

it's for rainbow club. ha.

*btw, please support rainbow club/ club rainbow,

by helping them to raise fund for the disable children.

The children need help. Thanks.

His logo, 'The Visual Poet'.

Was chatting with him yesterday and yeh,

he amazed me with his goal.

He's gonna come out with a book,

yes to be published in the future.

WOW, that's what I told him.

2008-09-20T15:55:00.005+08:00

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New HK items and little gifts that let me happy..

these will add on to my collection, HAHA.

Oh, my toy watch is missing though, hmmm.

People were kind,

they bought me little kitty.

The ice cream cone was from my brother,

handmade bookmark from husband,

roomslippers from mummy,

kitty baking sheet from dad,

rubbery key top was from ruey jen and ernerst (my brother's friends),

as for the mouse I got it myself.

Haha.

Whole world knows I'm a KITTY lover.

Can I plant the lovely cat in my room please.

Oh yeh, mummy got me a lovely flower last wednesday,

the flower motif itself is exactly the size of lulu's butt. =)

Shall post it next time.

2008-09-19T10:26:00.004+08:00

Can you please don't view my profile and all, I feel so disgusted.

When I think of you, every unhappy scene starts to flash back..

remember the last day I met you, how many times did I beg you to meet me for once,

waiting from morning till night.. I used to be silly indeed, you let me feel like a slut.

Since the day we broke up, it's the day of relieve,

and I don't see why I still need you as a friend.

Don't ever read my profile and interrupt my life thanks,

Thanks.

I've just deleted everything about you.

No, I'm not referring to yk and colin,

they're my friends.

2008-09-18T16:54:00.005+08:00

P L A Y I N G: Fly Away by Park Jung Ah

My Ancient Blossom

These are not the final photos,

I was just trying to capture the mood that I want.

Yes they're not in good quality though,

using my phone to capture these when my camera's charing.

Final image will be taken by my brother,

and I'll be wearing a black classic cheong sam to match up with my Ancient Blossom.

But I'll still keep the idea of this casual mood.

The mood I was trying to portray is

the loneliness of passion- jewellery.

And about the necklace,

it's actually a combination of

swarovski crystal beads, organic saga seeds and glass seed beads.

I love to have ancient china kind of feel in my work.

2008-09-16T10:03:00.002+08:00

PLAYING: Kissing A Fool by Sung Si Kyung

After Lin's incidence yesterday, I've got the urge to tell you the truth that have been kept deep in my heart for long.

No, not now.. there're tonnes of problems waiting to be solve like the school issue and stuffs,

not now but soon I supposed.

I want to tell you the truth at least and I shall move on from there,

you're like a stone kept in my heart for years.

I'm so gonna solve these problems. URGH.

2008-09-15T23:43:00.006+08:00

I had my best dream ever yesterday night.. that was so sweet and I woke up with a wide grin on my face. HAHA. I haven't seen him for 7 years and yeh, I could still remember his cheeky face very clearly, his rows of white teeth and all, he could have been the most attractive guy I've ever met when putting my dad and brother aside..haha. NOnono, he wasn't the guy I mentioned on the previous entry. It just happened that I dreamt of him last night and I used to admire him during primary school days.

Oh, been feeling so sick for the passed few days.. I'm feeling giddy and weak on my limps.. my body been aching also, what's wrong with me?.. Toilet.. FOREVER.

Yeh.. and all thanks to the damn mask...my face..... ARGHX!

Oh, thank god.. my necklace for interview is 95% done.

Oh, I'm greatful to have an aka sister with me all the while, we give honest comments, we plan our future together, she's part of my life and I feel lucky to have such sister. We can't ask for something perfect, especially on humans.. but we've chosen to become bestfriends among all.

No we ain't lesbian, HAHA. There was once when a group of sec school students misunderstood us as a couple..HAHA. WE ARE NOT!.. WE LOVE MAN, goodness. We can't be greedy in life, it's impossible to expect everyone to treat you like you did to him or her.. so, just one is enough. She's like a keen to me. =) FIGHTING!

2008-09-12T19:14:00.012+08:00

Many things to update but, I shall just keep this entry simple and general.

I've sat down and think carefully with my calm mind, I realised what I really want, and what I can do inorder to help myself in the future.

Certs are important, but a strong base of learning process is what I ask for.

2008 is NAFA's first year of specializing in 3d for their year one, and since jewellery design major is part of the department of 3d design.. I probably got to start from year one of three.

But still I'm not sure whether my application will be successful.

I've decide where to go if the school disapprove my application.. It's JDMIS.

Jewellery Design & Management International School, the very first school in Singapore and Asia specialized in jewellery design and management.

The school offered diploma, advance diploma as well as specialized diploma, all about jewellery indeed.

JDMIS is also linked to GIA, with the completion of diploma, students will receive a ACJD diploma cert from GIA.

They provide short term internship for those with talents in jewellery design and that includes well known labels such as Tiffany & Co. , Thomas Sabo, etc.

Many might think that I'm stupid to quit doing fashion in LASALLE, like it's less than two years to go for diploma cert.

But I realised, I'm not learning and absorbing much in LASALLE's fashion course.

And I clearly understand where I'm standing at, fashion industry is too comparetative, hard work is not enough, fashion is just something too broad to look at and study in. I love to dress up.. but fashion design is just not my cup of tea.

Get into fashion department, you'll understand the stress level I'm saying it's not just STRESSFUL with the work load.. you got to be aware of your own dressing everyday.. something wrong.. that's it. I want to be myself, and not someone else.

Now I've come out with 'MY JEWELLERY MISSION' and that is a life time mission for me to fulfill and taking challenge in jewellery.

I'll try to learn anything about jewellery, try to pick up any jewellery courses i can find in singapore as much as possible and move on to probably other places inorder to learn more.

I want and is willing to learn about jewellery, i want to have good skills and techniques dealing with jewellery, I want to know much about this particular term.. the history everything.

I was really down for the past few days and weeks, cried many times.. like wasting my parents efforts, money and all.. and kept asking myself whether I've put in enough effort, decide between fashion and jewellery, if LASALLE still provides the jewellery course I might not have to transfer to nafa or other places, and the entire jewellery team in NAFA used to be LASALLE's tutors, and like I did try to enroll into NAFA in 2006 before LASALLE but I didn't get in due to the drawing test, now back to NAFA...ARGHX..whole lot of erh.. feeling bad though. But again I think I've made a right decision, between something that I like and Passion, I'll go for my passion. I've got my family support and my bestfriend's support.. that's more than enough. THANKS.

I will strive hard for the sake of my jewellery passion.

Opps.. it's a long entry indeed.=o

2008-09-08T10:51:00.002+08:00

PLAYING: One More Time by Jewelry

It's 10.50AM.

THINGS DONE:-

Morning run with HUSBAND.

Breakfast with HUSBAND.

PCG with HUSBAND.

Haha, I like that 'nothing's good' boy.

I'll let you know at least..that I like you.

There's nothing wrong for admiring someone right,

YEH. =)

I'll think of you, but will try not to let you know.

NAFA NAFA NAFA.. VCJ VCJ VCJ!

I'm in my preparation for the interview,

new work and past work.

Take me PLEASE.

2008-09-06T01:05:00.004+08:00

MY PERIOD'S NOT HERE YET!! =( I seriously need to have my period like ASAP, if not I'm sure gonna dead flat. It's so uncomfortable, I feel bloated and always having thy 'urine stuck somewhere ard there' kind of feeling ( it's as though something gonna flush out anytime), and it feels terrible I swear. Been late for MANY MANY days. There're four things in mind:- 1. Why do I feel uncomfortable even when the report was fine?.. I can't survive long with this problem. Grab some RAINBOW for me, and please take me out of the cave. 2. I wish I could get into VCJ ASAP, I WANT TO MAJOR/ Specialise IN JEWELLERY!- VCJ: Visual Communication Jewellery (3d) 3. YOU. but there's nothing good about you. noh. stupid man, I hate you. YOU. can you stop floating in my mind. noh. will you.. stop all your bullies? ( YOU=180 clockwise noh=you) 4. I'm hungry, FIRST TIME ever.. yeh, I'm hungry now. but I'm gonna SLEEP.

2008-09-04T23:04:00.009+08:00

OKAY.

I'm done with the FINAL follow-up check up after my op in 2006..

I'm discharged.

The Report:-

The right ovary seemed to have grown bigger in size.. and the vol. has increased alot.. 8+ to 19+cc, I'm quite worried though and my period is DAMN not here yet.

In the report it mentioned that, it's probably a corpus luteum cyst.

No obvious mass between the bladder and the vagina,

but there is a small amount of anechoic fluid in the pelvis.

Dr. Jacobson says it should be normal.

Done with everything, met up with husband @KKH,

yeh she's working there!

Having roadshow, oh.. last day!=)

Happy Yilin! haha.

Ha, we intend to grab some light food and back to our ' LAO DI FANG',

OH... we're so surprised that IT'S GONE! =(

WE gonna relocate another place now.

A short and sweet chat though,

but I'd my night well spent. =)

THANKS BOOBOO PARTNER+ HUSBAND+ SISTER+...

5 Things that makes me happy this week:-

1) Granny's blood test report was normal.

2) Dad's blood test report was normal too.

3) My ultrasound scan report seemed to be normal.

4) Janet helps to track back my break down results for VSF,

I'm really thankful to her.

5) I met up with husband.

MISSION: Help the blind people every Saturday.

This is thy new promised that I made to the god, when he fulfills my wishes.

Thanks for looking after us, I'm happy that you let the reports turned out to be fine.

I'm Glad.

It'll be good if you could take away the pain in my lower pelvis?..

It's just another wish though.

2008-09-02T09:01:00.004+08:00

P L A Y I N G: We're All Alone by Angela Aki Many things happened last week, my life is always dramatic. My withdrawal from Lasalle:- I withdraw from Lasalle yesterday, filled in the form and all, but guess what?.. Something kept me on hold, I received emails from Emma and Jennyfer, the head of Fashion and programe leader of Fashion Management. Thanks for your offer and I really appreciate it, but it's alittle too late. I've made up my decision, and I know where my passion is. What happened in school last week seriously horrids me, and I think it probably alerts me upon leaving the school, it's time to leave. I do not belong to Lasalle, or at least for now, Lasalle is not suitable for me. How many times of depression do you want me to go through?.. I've got the right to make myself HAPPY at least. Working hard, crying everyday, afraid of certain tutor.. I could have a better choice right? I'd rather keep all these for my passion, JEWELLERY.. that's my GOAL. I don't mind crying everyday for something I like, and at least understand what I'm working for. For the past few weeks, I've been working on assignments, crying for nothing, and it's like having a BOMB beside you when you're in HER class. This is not the way, I seriously don't allow myself to go into that situation again... no more, NO. I'd rather waste my parents money this time, seriously work hard and produce my best work in Jewellery, and do not wish to see them sad when I turn depressed and emotional. My family's been supportive, Thanks. My HUSBAND's been supportive. Thanks. Janet, my PPD tutor when I first enrolled in 2006 been supportive and helping me alot. Ultra Sound Scan on Thurday:- Bad health conditions, what to do? It's on this coming thurs, AND.. I missed my PERIOD! How?. They'll definitely go into further investigation, NO WAY. Please let me get through this time. BLADDER, you better be obedient, you too both ovaries. My enrollment in NAFA:- Please let me get through. Can I not start on the 2nd sem this coming Jan?..or even 1st sem next July? I need help. What am I supposed to do inorder to get into their 2nd term of First sem this September? No matter what, I'll try my best. It's not about blaming, but.. If I could have made the right decision last April, it's about time to finish my first term in NAFA. but the enrollment ended early, yes before I was done with assessment. IF, IF, IF...

2008-08-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

I had my worst day in school today. Never had I been so rude, Never.. But I've got my rights that I won't regret for what I've done just now. It's either I'm unfit for the school module, OR there's strewed up in school sytems and bloody cold tutors. Go and search for TEE WAEE WAEE A tutor/ lecturer of lasalle, taking fashion managment. She's not an extraodinary bad tutor, but the worst tutor I've ever seen in my life time. I'm not a shame of letting everyone knows about the inccident just now. I supposed to give my FM presentation today and was preparing since long time ago and was spending my time not sleeping more than 8 hrs in total since monday evening, My family's seen the work, SO it's proven.. it's not as though I went out for party or stuffs. Feeling lethegic, I attend her class too. She straight aways give a d grade for those who're late, an F for those with incompleted work. This tutor is way too much, look at how arrogant when she's talking with those student who're weak in her class. So what happened is, though I haven't interract with her today, but I nearly cried during the presentation's slides that was given my my class mates. I'm admit that I'm a slow learner, and I need more time to study the sources. I've tried my best.. and that's all and that's the best I can give for now... but still.. I probably think that my effort had be ruin when she gave one of my classmates a F grade straight away.. and I'm sure my standard is probably around there only. What's wrong with that, can't she understand and come to realised that fact that everyone is different?.. why is she asking the same standard from everyone?.. and purposely give hard time to those who're weak in work. Stop all your bully. So, the worst thing I'd ever done is, I walk out of her class with telling her.. and I didn't take the presentation at all.. because you'll should know what gonna happen if I were to give my speech just now. She's too much. I'm sorry, but I've already done my best. I don't see why I still need to attend you class when you don't even know how to respect your student, and it's being so tough that I cried everytime after your class, even my brother wants to meet the programme leader of fashion management. Is it true that that school really sets their target and standard so high?.. Or is it my fault for not coping well?.. But again, I've tried my very best with no regret and I don't see why I need to cry over such things when I already done my work just that it may be under standard or so. I don't have much problems in other subjects, so.. what happened?.. My parents were hurt when they see their daughter not sleeping as in seriously NOT SLEEPING and I mean it... doing home work and crying.... crying and crying. Just what the school wants from me?.. If the situation continues to be like this, I'll most probably transform into an insane girl before graduationg from lasalle. This is not the way, I mean seriously.. what is this I did my work and I'm like crying almost every day?.. This is too much. I need learn and observe where I stand, and what I want.. I don't wish to see that inccient to reccur again. It's exactly the same though... like how I experienced 1year ago in lasalle. Leaving school in consideration, probably doing something that I really like or changing the environment might be a decision, at least.. I won't hurt so much.

2008-08-24T18:54:00.008+08:00

Mix feelings. EMO. Stressed. Depressed.

No matter how it's gonna turn out,

I shall just do whatever I can.

Not trying my best though,

but trying to be focus on those work.

It's a hard time for me

dealing with that pile of assignments.

But I'll still try to complete at least.

11 weeks to go,

and I'll be looking forward to next sem.

Next sem: Fashion design and fashion textile

also, looking forward to the speacialised course.

I roughly know who's gonna be my course mates

in level 2.

Very few indeed.

Inorder to fulfill my dreams,

I'm gonna work extremely hard this sem

even though I hate these subjects so much.

Here's my goal:

I hope to specialise in Fashison Textile

and plan to learn shanghai toiloring skills from my uncle,

and I'm gonna have my own collaboration of mandarin gown(cheong sam)

together with textile design in the future.

I hope to continue my grandfather's line,

and focus on his passion in making mandarin gowns.

AND..

of course, my life time passion..

Jewellery.

I've planned to further study in GIA HK or Korea

after graduating from lasalle,

but that gonna depands on whether I can get through the modules also.

OH, and I missed the Jewel Fest 09 that ends TONIGHT,

and this is my very first time not attending since 2005.

GOT NO TIME TO ATTEND! =(

I promise to turn up for the Jewel event at Takashimaya this coming Oct.

2008-08-23T18:40:00.007+08:00

PLAYING: One Last Cry by Sung Si Kyung

Please bare in mind that lasalle is an art college, and for those who are taking fashion did not request for art management, literature or ENGLISH LESSONS. Come on, it's all about theories now. Fashion communication+ Fashion management= A trap for students who're literally weak in english to fail this sem and for your information, there're lots of foriegners especially chinese, as in people from China and Indonesians in lasalle. Why can't the school continue with the old modules?.. Like fashion design and fashion management, fashion textile and fashion management.. at least it's balanced out with theory and pratical work. Now, the college is just forcing those who're weak in english language to leave the college after this sem. There's only ONE lesson per week for drawing, and that's pattern drafting other than that we're all buried with tones of theories.. writings.. presentations, and damn the MANAGEMENT theories. Lets face the fact that most of the design students are bad in theories/ studies, and that's the reason why we chose to be in an art school to do something out of the proper education line. I'm trying hard to cope, but do you know how disappointed I'm when I spent all my time doing and trying, yet the tutor could say that I wouldn't get my work done in a single day.. please, I couldn't even remember how many days and night I've spent on MANAGEMENT. I did my work and I've done my part, it's just a matter of whether or not to accept my work, and please.. as a tutor you're not supposed to compare works infront of you students and come on, what have you taught so far?.. And I find it rather funny when I'd attent all thy Management lecture and you said, IF YOU KEEP SKIPPING YOUR MANAGEMENT LECTURES, YOU WOULDN'T HAVE MUCH PROGRESSION. Please keep this in mind that you're just a new part time tutor in lasalle, with no experience in coaching students. So what if you're a Milan graguate?.. Do you have to mention it soOOOo many times?.. And I ever said that a person who's good in studies, he/ she might not be the best teacher because, these people will never understand how a weak student scribe through their bolder line marks.

2008-08-22T23:10:00.001+08:00

2008-08-20T11:22:00.006+08:00

PLAYING: When Doves Cry by Guy Sebastian I JUST COULDN'T GET MYSELF FOCUS!.. And here's the situation:- I attend classes for the sake of attendance, I simply don't enjoy schooling like I used to last sem. I need some motivation, and I need to be focus on school work. I'm troubled with tonnes of school assignments everyday.. doing for thy sake of doing. I'm a slow worker that hardly show any progression in a short time. I'm worried though, both for my school progression and my health problems.. anyway, my ultrasound scan for bladder will be on 4th sept o8. Oh, and I did mentioned that I had decided to transfer to another class right.. yeh, due to some issues, it'd been disapproved by thy admin. Well, I shall just bare with it then, I'll try to love things that I hate. And, most importantly, I need to work extremely hard and get myself focus.. I was graded B for my overall grade last sem, I don't wish to get a C or D grade this sem. MOOD: Confused/ Emo

Oh, btw.. I gotta thank yongkai for waking me up @ 11++pm to complete my editorial assignments, but I didn't hear thy msn bell though.. and I don't think my alarm clock rang also. Yeh, I woke up an hour later.. probrbly due to thy anti-itchy medication that I took yesterday it caused drowsiness. Thy arm's still swollen, red and ITCHY. All thanks to thy bug in school. I slept at 4am thy previous day and 2 am yesterday. I'm a Panda.

2008-08-18T11:07:00.005+08:00

I want to learn making cheong sum/ qipao/ mandarin gown

as well as shanghainese sewing techniques from my uncle.

I hope to continue my grandfather's passion

in making shanghainese qipao.

2008-08-17T18:18:00.003+08:00

PLAYING: Sweet Dream by SSK (Vol.2 Melodie D'amour)

You're my dream..

always smile.

2008-08-17T18:03:00.002+08:00

When I fall In Love by Sung Si Kyung and Lena Park (live)

2008-08-16T23:53:00.003+08:00

PLAYING: When October Goes by SSK (live)

Study & PCG session was fine. 11am-7pm session was well spent with husband. We chatted for a while and continued on different tasks. My fashion management project is 65% done, editoral project 90% done. Husband studied 11 TOPICS for her coming paper.. completed!- WELL DONE. Oh.. and husband did a really cute and sweet bookmark for me!.. I swear it's thy best bookmark I've ever received. HELLO KITTY. =) She used to draw hello kitty in letters during our secondary school days. LOVE. Yeh, and I saw Yiwen @ mac. I didn't notice him until husband voice out and said he's outside. I went out just to say hello and we had a quick chat before his work starts.

Buying candies for my family. Haha.

I saw thy japanese HALLS series on my way home from study session today..Available in ocean blue, grape, lemon, grape fruit and extra strong.. and extra strong is thy one i've missed out.

Thy bottom picture is showing thy japanese Milk series candy.. Available in coffe, milk and green tea.

2008-08-16T00:19:00.007+08:00

PLAYING: Miso Chunsa (smiling angel) by SSK (Vol. 1) SMILING ANGEL, smile even when you're sad. I've decided to transfer to class E.

Met Wing for lunch before school today,

she's like an old friend already. Ha. I'll be meeting husband tomorrow,

for STUDY & PCG SESSION.

2008-08-15T10:07:00.006+08:00

It's been a tough and hectic week in school, something, and manythings that sum up to a every unpleasent emotion, I'm very unhappy with certain things and emoing for many days. Health haven't been well also. HA, how great yeh, everything just happened together.

Arghx. School School School, i'm just too disappointed about lasalle and I don't wish to mention much already for i've been grumbling too much for thy past few days.. tired already can.

Someone just reminded me that it's friday already, and I've not yet decide whether or not to transfer to Ingrid's class, pretty confusing indeed.

Personal timetable of thy day:-

1-2pm lunch with wing, Arghx.. how I wish that either wing or katie is taking fashion.

2-4pm pattern drafting class with peck leng

4-7pm fashion styling meeting with THAT GROUP

7-9pm art direction with jerome

9-10pm HOME?

10-11pm my children's time

11-12 pm prepare work source for sat morning.. meeting husband for study session, STUDY SESSION okay.. when was my last study session before this?.. All thanks to Fashion management class yeh.

Hidden secret, hidden personality..

hidden prospect that none is able to observe.

Emo Renee.

Btw, I LOVE SSK OKAY,

though my brother always says that he's not good looking

and rain looks better than him,

but I totally disagree with his point of view.

Sung Si Kyung is much more charming than rain,

and he's definitely a good musician/ singer who produces better work than rain.

I mean, lets say you're listening to korean ballads, souls..

SSK definitely has done better than rain,

yes.. rain can dance and his over all package is better than ssk,

but sound quality wise..

you probably got to judge for yourself.

2008-08-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Everything is bad. BAD. bad. BAD. Update tomorrow. Ugly renee. =(

2008-08-07T19:54:00.006+08:00

I'm alittle down today. I'm not in a good mood today. I let myself down today. I......today. Nothing much to talk about school today. I've just let myself down and that's it. Got thy information and answering thy question wrongly, what's wrong with you renee. Why're you so nervous while talking to waee waee? I simply don't think that I'm alright today, a really nervous day indeed. Thy only thing thing that I'm happy with is that I got to know a new friend with thy same interest, Japanese Beading. She's my classmate Melissa, not only does she loves to do beading, she creates her own jewelleries/ accessories and she loves hands on work. Oh, we share thy same passion. I was so kinda excited when she said we should sit down one day and do beading together, GOSH.. I'm so happy. I hardly find anyone at this age who love japanese beading. I was keen upon getting to know this girl better when I heard her saying she loves to MAKE THINGS during fashion management class yesterday, and thy lecturer was like asking what are thy things you love making. Haha. I was too shy to talk to her though, thank god she spoke to me today. She asked whether I was thy one who actually intend to specialise in Jewellery design. Both of us were really sad upon thy closure of JD.

It's hard to be a multi-faceted person.

2008-08-05T22:43:00.004+08:00

So my every first day of school was over, thank god for a fabulous day. Haha.

Why do I said that it's fabulous, because my class ended at 9pm today when it supposed to end at 6pm.

Here's thy story; thy class was informed that there's a mass lecture for thy entire level right after Klintonn's fashion styling class @6 and because Jerome couldn't make it for his art direction class on fri, he changed it to today.. yes after thy lecture that ends @7pm. I swear it's my longest day ever in school. 9 to 9

Oh, Adeline's in my class but she'll most likely attend just one lesson per week..HAHA, how great isn't it?.. And Zelia's in my class too. Yeh, and something to amaze everyone... erm, there's ZERO guy in my class, one of my classmates says it's like a girl's school or something. Oh, I'm glad to say that I quite like my fashion management tutor and she's Waee Waee, she looks so much like Chin Tehng my previous ppd tutor. Yeh, and I got no idea why my name appears on thy list as Ong Ying Hui Renee (Res).. my name was like being called as Res, God knows where this nicky came from.. probably a repeat student from foundation?.. because I deferred last time? I guess I used to saw this RES beside my name last sem.

Oh, HELLO to my new friends: Michelle from FH3A [got to know her through FD lecture], Olivia, A Zhu, WAHJ.

And... I just realised that I kind of missed thy MILO & COFFEE days with Katie, Wing and Doreen.. and it's such a pity that I will not be seeing Doreen for a year and she's taking fashion while katie and wing are in Com D. I was supposed to meet Katie for lunch yesterday, but I got no class. So, was like msging her in sch today as well, but I didn't manage to meet up with her at all. I saw quite a few my classmates from previous class but none from my group. But I saw Annesa and Ingrid though, we used to have lunch together with thy other 3. I missed VSF2H so much, so much. I swear it's thy best class ever.

Oh, and of cos.. my lovely booboo husband, it's been more than a month since i last saw her, and my lovely pearl, i haven't meet her for a very long time.

2008-08-04T12:18:00.019+08:00

This is my all time Fav.

I need so many, SO MANY of them.

Oh, my deary son's schooling with me.

And I bought this huge Tocco bag not because of thy outer appearance but,

thy PINK straps inside.

Got this from Janet's new salon.

HAH.

I got my hair cut last Thursday.

These pictures were taken before haircut,

I kind of love thy 2nd pic very much,

but look at thy 3rd..

Messy.. and thy hair looks flat and untidy at times.

So this is after thy haircut. I did not cut it short because.. I haven't PLAYED my hair enough. It's like a concave or A cut with thy long and short front view, I don't want it to be short and exactly concave as it'll be like a style quite sometime ago. So, yeh.. thy back part remains long. This was taken like 2days ago. Lulu got his bowtie changed. A crochet hat for Maomao.

Maomao love Kitty Papa,

It's like how much I love my Dad. =)

Maomao with my dad's girlfriend. My family.

My pizza muffin

Blue berry and muesli with blue berry cream cheese.

My family's all time fav,

Banana Muffins!

Showing small and medium size.

Green tea with cheese and nuts cake muffin

0% butter cookie.

TOP: Oat with raisin.

Bottom: Chocolate with sugar.

Using same cake batter but diff mould.

Thy top one is from thy flat silver muffin pan,

middle: medium size silver mould

bottom: non-stick silicon mould

OH, btw.. it's citron with chocolate chips muffin

Look at thy diff.

haha. Huge muffin with normal s.

Strawberry yogurt muffin with whipped cream and toppings.

Trying new muffin pan,

my bake this morn.

It's blueberry chocolate cheesy muffin.

I made this for dad and mum this afternoon,

It's seasoned rice with cheese and kimchi.

Although it's thy first day of school,

I GOT NO CLASS TODAY.

Too many things to upload,

shall up load some other time.

And my bladder..

Haha.. I'm just gonna cry.

Monday's CCS is on week two.

Tuesday.. 9 to 9.

[But it's only from week 9 onwards, if not it's only until 5.30 I guess.

Ending @9 for many days..

but this might be a temporary timetable.

And they changed our class from FT3A to FH3F.

Just good luck via return.

2008-08-01T23:55:00.001+08:00

2008-07-26T23:11:00.008+08:00

My ring passion.

I named this CLASSIC R

For this I'm trying to express thy chinese and japanese fusion,

and also a combination of thy retro feel.

It's black on thy other side.

Square Baggy It's square, it's like a box. I'm gonna replace thy pearl and crystal into a chinese traditional loop/ hook. SO, here're my new products for today. Please support me by loving them. =)

Here's my bake of thy day,

just once for today.

Oh, my morn baking session was great indeed,

using thy new packet of Muesli that I bought yesterday

and thy 1/2 rotten bananas, HA..it's actually very ripe bananas.

Ripe banana helps to improve thy taste when it's use for baking.

Oh, and they're all square muffins!..

I decided to make square ones today.

Yeh, so here I'm presenting my Banana Muesli Crumble Muffins.

Timetable (Aug 2008 - Nov 2008) Student ID : 9438 Student Name : Ong Ying Hui Class Code : FT3A Class Description : Level 1, Fashion Textile Download timetable : <<>> Please contact your PL. Yeh, and so thy timetable's not out yet. Yeh, lasalle's always like that, slow and draggy.

2008-07-25T10:57:00.005+08:00

MY FOOD PAGE

Korean pepper paste rice.

Black pepper udon with mushroom varation.

Glutinous steam rice with various ingredients , it taste like loh mai kai.

Same thing on plate with korean pepper paste.

Special sesame drink.

Daddy's luch box. Yes he's a vegetarian.

Rice dumpling with seasoning.

Make a guess on this.

Tiramisu?..

NO!.. It's white bread+ chocolate bread sandwich. AHA.

I dusted thy top part with cabury chocolate powder.

Brother's dinner.

That was a salad night with mummy.

Miky oat congee with creamy corn and wolf berry.

Here's thy recipe to get this texture for egg.

3 eggs+ korean seasoning+ 1 tbsp corn flour Renee's sweet and spicy seaweed egg roll. Here's thy korean dessert punch, thanks Manggchi for thy recipe.

2008-07-24T20:28:00.003+08:00

My fav. workpiece last week.

Work Piece of thy day.

This is my first attempt to a clutch bag (not fully done),

love it, maybe changing it into a mini sling bag.

This is my fav. from today's work,

besides this I've made 3 rings 2 bangles 2 necklaces today.

FABRIC DAY.

Another working day.. HA.

2008-07-24T18:51:00.011+08:00

Thy start of holiday..

stands for baking marathon.

Will be posting my cooking page tomorrow.

2008-07-23T18:05:00.006+08:00

She's just a terrible woman, yes I'm talking about my mum. Thy person who only knows how to complain and xian dong xian xi. God knows that she doesn't knows how to treasure her daughter, she treats me nicely only when she's happy. All she knows is to take care of his son, and yes not even her husband. I swear , if I'm my dad, I'll definitely divorce her. I don't need a wife who doesn't takes care of me. Like that day, my maids cooked partly meat for dinner, so dad and I got nothing to eat.. but guess what she did?.. besides all those meat that was cooked by my maids.. my mum cooked beef for my brother. So my dad got to cook for himself and, I skipped my dinner. Even when I'm sick.. I need to cook for myself, I love barley... and how many times had she cooked for me?.. I guess not even once for thy past 6 months. She took a bowl of barley and green bean soup that I cooked today, and left on thy table after a few sips.. at first she said it was hot but later she said she's not gonna drink it, and taste extremely bad. Come on mummy, learn to be greatful will you?.. None asked you to drink it in thy first place, of course it's aweful to drink, because I only put a few pieces of rock sugar.. and it's for myself, I don't like sweeten drinks . Like thy ginger and cinnamon plus pasimmon tea drink that I made earlier today, she talk nonsense again. ARGHX. I thought thy weather is cold and thought of trying this korean drink that I saw yesterday.. and my family's not feeling well lately. At least I take care of my family members okay, unlike you... ARGHX.. you don't cook and even dad is sick... you don;t cook for him, never mind.. i'll do your part plus my part in taking care of him. I cook congee yesterday night and this morn for dad, congee because dad is sick.. but to be fair I cooked for mummy also, my brother was out. And please don't be jealous when dad is showing his concern towords me, we're close because we care for one another. I do care for you and I take care of thy family, I prepare for everyone and unlike you just one. And please stop your act infront of thy relatives okay.. it's hilarious and I'm gonna laugh. BTW, I've been busy working for thy past few days, working for my new blog shop. Yes, new work, concept and hopefully new owners for my work pieces. Remember, it's R. JEWEL DOSI. Lately, I couldn't sleep well at night.. perhaps I'm feeling stressful nervous for thy new sem, my new course and thy up coming appointment with Dr. Jacobson thy scanning is here, it's gonna be ard early to mid Aug I guess, yeh I've lost thy damn appointment card plus thy slip for ultrasound scan. May god bless me, I hope I'll be fine so that I can focus on my education.

2008-07-17T23:24:00.011+08:00

My family says I'm very 'GREEN' today..

find out why.

17 July!.. It's my little boy's birthday!

It's LULU's 2nd Birthday! LOVES.

I'm very busy today, very tired indeed, but feeling great and contented.

Not only do I plan to celebrate Lulu's birthday,

but I also plan to have a family gathering today.

So.. I was busying baking ,beating, cutting and cooking today..

Yeh.. all by myself..

I told mummy not to ask thy maids to get down dinner tonight..

as I'm gonna COOK.

Oh, but my brother's out during dinner time with Desmond his best mate.

De Menu

Dinner: Korean food.. plus salad and citron tea.

Cake: Banana and Chocolate cake (LULU's Fav. Banana+ Chocolate)

Thy preparation part was... HAAAha. TOUGH.

Slicing.. cutting... ALOT.

NO MEAT, NO MEAT Today,

My dad's vegetarian.

Black candles.

My brother was asking why not red..

then I asked why..

and he said red candle's for dead people!

HAAAha.

Photo taking TIME:

Happy Lulu with his beloved Ah Gong and Maomao

They share almost everything!.. They're love.

My family.

Mummy loves you!

2008-07-16T22:20:00.008+08:00

OUCH! Poor boy.=X

Okay.. Aaron's fine..it was food poisoning and he's hospitalised for 4days.

He says SSK's UGLY... and I'M angry!.. Haha.

I intend to send him FOOD. HAAaa. Like LAKSA!

I actually wanted to post it earlier but I couldn't find thy place where he told me..

I thought Mumbai is somewhere in Sri Lanka... I was confused so I asked him whether it's Mumbai, India or.. Mumbai, Sri Lanka.. sounds stupid though. Ha.

Here's our conversation on MSN.

Renee said: Hey feeling better? ``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

yea

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: hu is tt?

Renee says: Who?

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ur display picture

Renee says: My prince.. hahaaa.

Renee says: Sung si kyung a korean singer.

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: eeeeeeeee

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ur prince?

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

haha

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: kns

Renee says: What eee..

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ugly lo

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: =x

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: dun send mi anything la

Renee says: UGLY MEH.. Look at this--->

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: when i get back thn send mi

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ugly

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i more handsome

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

haha

Renee says: LOLS... but he can sing well.

Renee says: Seriously I think you'll love his voice too.

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i also

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i dun

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

haha

Renee says: Really don't have to send?.. I thought you missed singapore FOOD?

Renee says: HA.

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

haha

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: is ok la

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i will be back son

Renee says: Oh.. aye.. so how's india's hospital?

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: sux

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

haha

Renee says: thy needle looks scary!!

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ya

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i got ard 16 packs of drips lo

Renee says: Oh, that's okay but that's thy only needle right?..

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ya

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: nono

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: plus blood test

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: another 2 needle

Renee says: Oh, but last time when I was hospitalised.. thy nurse old me that having thy drip on hand is better then ard thy joint side... much painful and hard to move.

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: ya

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i was in pain lo

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: i show u

Renee says: I understand..

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: >>>

Renee says: I got 3 needles on my hands last time..

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

Renee says: 2 needles and one tube

Renee says: painful also...

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says:

haha

``~AaRon~``` hospitalise says: hu ask u dun take care of urself

Renee says: Lols... i was having bladder problems last time.. doctor says it's not about taking care or not.

Renee says: but what happened to you that day?

Renee says: stomachache?

hahaseawy@hotmail.com says: food poisoning

Renee says: Oh... dirty food lerh. erm, you must have slim down then.

hahaseawy@hotmail.com says: yes

hahaseawy@hotmail.com says: i hate it

hahaseawy@hotmail.com says: i nid to gain more weight

Renee says: Do exercise and gain mass.

hahaseawy@hotmail.com says: i am doing eveyday here lo

Renee says: GOOD.

Renee says: =)

hahaseawy@hotmail.com says:

hahaha

He said he'll be back in 80days.

2008-07-15T21:44:00.005+08:00

Good Evening, it's gonna be another week, Tuesday night.. BOOHOO! Haven't been well lately, was having breathing difficulty at first, I mentioned about thy swell of muscles.. and then I reaslised that my head was freaking hurting.. especially thy part below my eye brown on thy left.. slowly it came thy whole patch on my left including thy jaw line and shoulder. My face was swollen, GOSH. It might be due to thy growing process of thy wisdom tooth.. NOPE.. should be wisdom TEETH.. as it was shown on thy x-ray last year.. 4 started growing. I couldn't even open my mouth properly, and I swear it's damn painful.. very sore indeed. When I'm head is aching, thy brain starts to spin... and that's when I feel GIDDY and sleepy. Oh, I'm hoping that thy course antibiotics does helps..if not, I'm gonna faint soon. Thy bladder's been hurting for thy past few days.. it irritates me when everything comes in a short, I know it's hard to prevent but it's hard to cope and tolerate. Imagine this, you're head's aching and spinning, thy jaw's sore, thy gum's throbbing pain, and you're having thy urge to pee every half hr.. how are you gonna face it?.. I know I'm gonna be a complain queen soon, just feeling sad that there're many things that I wanted to do but I can't. I feel depressed and hopeless at times. But thank god, I'd learn to take care of myself and still learning how to face my problems. I try to bake when it's painful.. and I try to do exercise when ever I feel weak and sleepy, I try to walk around inorder to prevent me from going to thy loo that often. Been thinking that I'll get well soon, I will.. praying to thy god as well, to set everything free from me as I know he dotes and loves me for sure. Btw, GET WELL SOON BOOBOO HAHA-SEE-BUN, you're often sick now adays. Oh, and there's something unpleasent that I saw just now, Aaron's hospitalised?.. Gosh, and I couldn't get in touch with him yet. You better be well in India boy.

2008-07-12T21:20:00.002+08:00

What to do, What am I supposed to do? I hope there's something good coming up. My health is getting bad to worst.. if there's really something bad gonna happen, I wish it's just my recur on depression. How I wish it's just my brain that's working too much, thinking too much. But.. no, when you're sick.. you know it yourself. My bladder, my heart, my joints, my head, my shoulder, my eye, my jaw, my ear, my nose.. all having problems. It's about pain everyday. I wanted to sew, but I couldn't. I wanted to bead, but I couldn't. I couldn't even stand and sit and sleep properly. I tried to keep quiet, but deep inside.. I'm scared, really.. really scared. It's thy same feeling as that year.. and I can feel and sense that it gonna be something worst. Please NO!.. NO!..

2008-07-10T22:20:00.003+08:00

BEFORE

AFTER

Oh, this is for my beloved maomao.

She's such a poor thing without clothing,

my brother used to make fun of her.

I removed thy original bow since it's dirty,

and replaced it with my fav kind of bow.

Well, my overall concept is Japanese style..

with thy kimono inspired dress

and jap style girl bow.

I name it ' For My Little Friend'.

BTW, here's my candid shot on 08JUL08

2008-07-09T14:16:00.001+08:00

Been waiting for this. Thy running, and mug part was cute, thy wiping tears part was love.

2008-07-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

This was love. Heart Si Kyung oppa for his great personality, good job! You are amazing, SSK FIGHTING! AMAZED- Thy Prince who'd do anything for his fans.

2008-07-07T08:29:00.003+08:00

Hey, Good Morning.. it's Monday, a start of another week. Haven't been blogging for a few days yeh, as I was quite sick. Erm, I nearly couldn't breathe last friday, it has been a while that my nose was stuffy, I didn't bother much though. But breathing's been hard, was seriously having breathing difficulty, I could only breathe out but not in.. on friday, I wanted to sleep but I couldn't. So, I went to thy doctor in thy evening, oh.. was Dr. Lim~ and I was like HURH~ After checking here and there, he came to a conclusion that thy muscle thingy in both sides were swollen and that's why I couldn't breathe properly. So, I asked whether everyone's got it and is it common to have it.. he said no. And also said that patients with this problem will come across breathing difficulty often, it'll go off and come back again. He even mention that some patients went for opt, but didn't help much. Yeh, but it shouldn't be a big problem, just that it can be quite irritating at times.

2008-07-03T22:25:00.003+08:00

Oh.. there's something which I would like to share. Take a look at this:

Aaron mention that thy place he's at now is having riots,

thy place was flooded and he his toe was injured.

So, here's thy boy.

Looks good hurh, his complexion's still as fair as ever.

Will be back in 93days,

that's what he told me.

2008-07-03T13:39:00.005+08:00

OH.. What a day, WHAT A DAY. I woke up early as usual, and my day was started with thy same old routine. While I was dipping my milk bread into my half 1/3 filled oat milk, drinking my plain water on thy other hand.. I was flipping through Life! and soon Urban. ARGHX.. that that's what I saw from thy last page... ads on V9 2nd series, WHAT ROSE GOLD!!.. Oh, I love my burgandy, BUT but.. PINK.. it's in PINK. GOSH. Oh.. after breakfast I got into my room, using my lappy as usual while I was on beads thy other hand.. I was hooked up with thy korean show, We got married.. yeh, so was watching heh, Oh, thy stand by thingy appears and it shut down on its own next.. this ain't thy first time okay. Right, it's about noon, and I thought of baking rich chocolate cuppy today.. preparing thy ingredients and stuffs, yay, and everything's prepared finally. I started with thy first procedure by beating thy soft butter with sugar then I turn on thy oven for preheat...okay, happily beating.. beating, and beating. THEN~~ What's that smell?.. OMG!.. Smoke's coming out from thy oven. DAMN! RIP my 6 years old oven! Thy upper part was BURNT!.. My dad's friend said it's time to change a new one.. BAKE TOO MUCH! HAHAAAAA!.. UNCLE!! Mummy laughed so loudly can, and told me just throw it away,and that they'll get a new one for me. No way!.. I'm not gonna throw it away, it's my first oven. Even I got a new one, there's no way that I'll throw my lovely white oven that lasted for SIX YEARS. Oh, and please let me know if anyone saw a PINK oven okay. THANKS.

So, here's my oven.

Picture was taken in Feb 08

for my brother's school work.

2008-07-02T00:39:00.002+08:00

This should be his last guest show before his enlistment. I feel sad when I listen to his songs today and god knows why. I guess all his fans must have thy same feeling as me.. seriously, we gonna missed thy soulful voice that kills. I tried not to listen to his songs today, it made me feel bad, real bad. Okay.. it's 12.47 am now and I'm gonna sleep. Good night, SLEEP WELL.

2008-07-01T18:59:00.004+08:00

Sung Sikyung has enlisted! He will undergo 5 weeks of boot camp training. After that, he will start 24 months of active duty at Chuncheon, Kangwon-do. In the interview, he said he wanted to join quietly. He didn't know he was this popular. When asked how he felt, he replied that he feels just like any guy before entering the military. He said he went drinking the day before. He had worked hard with his diet, but since he would be enlisting, he's been working hard at eating ^O^. He will lose weight after entering the army. He also said he feels a bit awkward. He hasn't had hair that short since high school. Reporter Park Seul Gi asked him why his eyes look puffy. his response was that he had eaten ramen with liquor ~Aha. He told them that his good friend Alex had sent him off with well wishes. Finally, he said that he doesn't feel at ease but that he will fulfill the mandatory service. He assures us that he will take care of himself and that he'll return after completing his duty.

2008-07-01T10:52:00.003+08:00

FAREWELL SI KYUNG OPPA.

Please come back once you're done with MS.

Gonna miss his warm and soothing voice,

many missed his Blue Night With Si Kyung.

Si Kyung Oppa, FIGHTING!!

2008-07-01T10:48:00.003+08:00

2008-06-30T17:36:00.010+08:00

TO MY BOOBOO HUSBAND:

These are delicated to you,

I know you've been very stressful with your sch work and family problems,

been very moody lately ..right?

You better smile when you look at these pictures,

if not I'm gonna cry. HAHA.

WHAT HAPPENED LAST WEEK AND THY WEEK BEFORE

Received my SSK CDs last friday.=)

Thy FANCL set that I bought last week.

OH, got this jap style high school bag @70 bucks

It's a Hello kitty limited edition.

DAIRY GOAT'S FARM

Husband with goats.

Half dead goat.

Husband feeding.. Thy EMO goat.

Husband was saying he's 6/10 full after finishing thy bento set.

Oh, thy japanese ice cream.. yummy.

Husband was saying that I look small beside her.

My loves.

You know, it's me myself and I. These were taken 2 weeks ago.

Me, Myself and I..

taken last week, 2days ago.

Muffins entiry will be uploaded later.

ARGHX.. I hate that toilet marathon,

it's back.=(

2008-06-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

Performance of thy day

Look at big boys pointing here and there, was so cute. Haha. BY: Sung Si Kyung, Lee Moon Seh and Kim Jang Hoon

SSK looks good in this vedio, thy specs, hairstyle and all. LOVES.

I'm gonna sleep, good night. SLEEP WELL

2008-06-27T11:46:00.005+08:00

6:47 to 6:52 was just too cute.

3:43 to 4:00 was so sweet. 8:42 to 9:03 was so funny.. HAHA. SSK and Seo In Young was really hilarious during this ep, seriously.. YES.

2008-06-26T18:42:00.014+08:00

R. Manly

THURSDAY I've been weird lately, always waking up early in thy morn.. Oh, and I really mean it as early as 5.30-6.30AM. I was awaken by beverly's msg ard 3.30am.. HAHA!.. BEVERLY!That was fine though. OH.. I came to realise something, husband and I are similar in some ways.. infact many. I had my last gardaril vaccination dose done today. FINISH. OH.. I'm happy today, guess what.. my period's here. ARGHx. CRAMP cRAMp CRAmp CRAmP.. SCREAM! No, I'm not gonna go out today, most probably nope.. it's like I need to pee very often can. OH.. Where's my CDSSsssss!.. Am I gonna receive them by tomorrow?.. Yeh yeh, anything else.. yeh, thy fancl whitening set, got it few days ago and I'm gonna admit that it's a good buy, something that worth for paying[actual price 107 / now 80- show it next time] Oh.. another green checker dress but it's more on doll cut this time, nah, nothing expansive ..anything else, yehyeh.. straps knited pull over, OH, that's a GOOOOOOd buy. I love checker and straps. Okay nothing esle to update, will update with thy pictures next time including my muffins fetish and dairy goat's farm trip with haha-see-bun.

oh.. you gonna be renee's boyboy.

YES, YOU..

2008-06-24T10:21:00.002+08:00

I was at thy hospital from ard 4.30pm to 9.30pm yesterday, my cousin was hospitalised. Sis Peggy, get well soon from thy opt.

2008-06-24T10:18:00.002+08:00

This is so damn sad.=( 1st July!

2008-06-20T20:40:00.006+08:00

I find it really hard not to talk to my family, I'm sad and angry though... but I just find it hard to put my mouth shut all day long... not replying and not talking to them. It's extremely hard, frankly, I don't have any past experience fighting with my dad. It's strange really, like when I was younger, my dad used to cane me.. lock me in thy toilet cane and scold.. but thy bonding between us is still there, all of you know that I'm really close to my dad. Although he'd misunderstood me and scolded me so loudly for nothing, but I thought I'll try not to blame him for that. It's true that I'm angry, but I want my daddy! Though I haven't talk to him for 2-3days, but I can see that he really cares for me.. Like what my brother said, he bought a large tin of buscuits and nuts [my fav.] for apology... that's funny, my brother was just kidding though. Yeh, he bought alot for thy past few days. Seriously, there's no way for papa and I to keep away from each other other, NO WAY. It's hard really, just think about it, I ever wrote in my blog mentioning about my greatest fear, that is to lose my father one day. Maybe he's just too important to me, that makes it hard to get angry with him. Oh, and to MUMMY and KOR, I'm so sorry for not replying you previously, I feel bad too. I wanted to talk, but I told myself not to, not to, not to.

2008-06-20T20:38:00.001+08:00

Come back stage Sung Si Kyung 20/06/08

2008-06-19T21:40:00.002+08:00

I went out this morn to get a loaf of bread and a pac of barley drink, there's one exactly thy same at home, but I just don't wanna have it. So I had 2 slice of bread and barley drink for my branch. I went out just awhile ago, I got myself 4 bananas 3 green apples and a 1 L mineral water. Yes, again those are available at home, but I just want to get them myself. So 1 banana was my dinner for tonight oh, and a few sips of water.

2008-06-19T16:45:00.006+08:00

Thinking about that inccident, I have thy to be angry right? HOW MANY TIMES ?..Just how many times had you all scold me due to that stupid internet problems?.. I was just trying to help at first, but why did you take me for granted after awhile, that it's as if MY JOB TO do it for thy kids?! It's not that I don't want to help please, but everytime I helped.. and when thy problems doesn't solve... I got scoldings. Didn't I said at thy beginning, I'm not really good with COM? And everytime.. even when I helped, thy kids don't appreciate, and they say some nasty things... it is not you that're doing this okay?.. it's you foreign students after all, I tried to help and I scolded by them, and you said i'm not suppose to be angry?... DO YOU THINK I'M BULLET PROVE OR WHAT?.. I HAVE THY RIGHT TO BE ANGRY!..When I'm doing my homework last time, I MUST STOP what i was doing and help those people. Why can't I say that just ask them to try first before I help them?... Do you know just that day when you bring thy lappy down, I just click on thy digloue that appears on thy screen and it's connected?.. Why must you be so kan chiong?.. Can't you just wait till everyone is back to try thy internet first?.. it's not working last time, but it's solved now what, just wait for awhile to have all of them back and try it first larh!.. WHy must you kept mentioning that you want to FIX ONE INTERNET PER LEVEL?.. You wanna pay till siao or what?... I was just saying thy fact, of cos i will be angry when I kept saying thy right things and you don't listen to me. You don't even know how to use a com, so why don't you just listen to me?.. All we need is ROUTER...DAMN. Only crazy people will fix four lines in a house. AND, when I'm saying thy facts, why don't you all believe me!.. It's like an insultation to me okay!.. WHO WANTS TO TALK TO YOU when you don't even believe my words?.. Why do you need to ask soooo many people after me?.. DAmn what's thy point of asking me when you don't even believe me?.. I Felt sooooo terribly sad when my dad shouted so fucking loudly.. 'MY DAUGHTER IS SOMEONE LIKE THIS'... I didn't fight back, Because I repect you, because you're not mummy and that I love you for most. But now i'm gonna tell you, I felt so dissapointed on you, as I thought you're always thy person who understand me thy most. You scolded me so loudly, just because of them?.. And None of my family members apologise to me when they did domething wrong, why is this so?.. I'm not a fool. I feel so bad staying at home, I don't want to speak to anyone of you, it's useless.. I don't wish to get scolded again. AYE, thrice okay... 3 Times in a month, that I got this problems with you all. Last year, when you got thy internet fixed, it was korkor's name that you placed for that account...but why do you ask me to do it now?.. Why is it always him to get thy benifits when I get thy bad ones?.. Why am I using a free lappy after 8 years of my old one and he's allow to get a new lappy when he already have a pc... I know he needs it, but I need it TOO!.. This lappy of mine is way too slow, how am I gonna do my work when thy system is sooooooo bloody slow?.. I haven't mentioned that I want a new one... I don't even dare to mention it previously. I've been thinking for you, but who cares bout me?!.. He can get it without learning how to save money, but me... not even do i need to pay for my own when I go out... as in food only okay not even saying appearel or what.. and I still need to save for my own lappy!.. Don't you all think that it's very unfair?.. He is your son, but I'm you're daughter!... I just feel that I'm an extra at home, you'll just need a son what, my presence is just not important at all. And everyone thinks that my brother is smarter than me right, so he gets everything.. but it's just a mark diff. in our final results that we received that day. Yes I'm always below him, but... can't you see my effort?.. During school days he's always in top 10 last time but I used to be top ten from thy back. But that's over, lots of people say that I love to look back.. but.. I guess it's you who's not looking forward.. I'm not that lousy girl who knows nothing. Just one day, I'll prove it to you. I'm not good in theories, but it's about designing now.. you'll never know who's thy better one. I promise to work hard, and those nana people over there please keep your mouth shut! My dad ever says that I'm wai rou nei gang, believe it or not.. you'll realised that I don't have a weak personality.

2008-06-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

I kept my mouth shut today, not in thy mood to talk or reply to anyone. And I ignored most of thy msn messages too, I only replied ron's msg I guess, sorry for not replying to others was pretty moody. Time was spent alone in thy room, creating my new slop.. as in renamed it and changed the blogskin. Reneethy Million to R. JEWEL DOSI and 'DOSI' stands for city in romanized korean, I want something new, with quality. I've received the pines club reply.. gonna send my portfolio to her tomorrow, got to work on some pictures. I had pretty little food today therefore feeling dizzy now, nope i'm not gonna walk out and get my stomach filled but gonna get my face washed and go to bed.

2008-06-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna leave once I save enough money, I just hope to live alone. I realised what I want finally, and I'm not gonna explain anything from now onwards. It was so sad listening to those words. I promise to start my plan once thy sun is up later, LISTEN.. I'LL WORK AND WORK AND WORK.. AND WORK TILL ONE DAY THAT I DON'T HAVE TO DEPEND ON ANYONE. I'M GONNA EARN, AND LEAVE. MY MAIN TARGET IS TO GET MY OWN FLAT ASAP.. EVEN IF IT'S A ONE ROOM FLAT.. I DON'T MIND!.. AS LONG AS I CAN STAY AWAY FROM MY UNHAPPY MEMORIES. FAMILY?.. I LOVE ALL OF YOU.. BUT WHAT DID I GET IN THY END. DON'T EVER TAKE ME FOR GRANTED. I PROMISE TO WORK, EVEN WHEN I'M SICK.. PROMISE. BECAUSE, I WANT MY FLAT ! I'm gonna save for a FLAT AND A SHOP. My greatest sadness was those blunt words by my dad. I COULDN'T BELIEVE IT. And I felt so lonely at night without aaron in singapore, I wanted to call you just now.. but you're in india. I wanted to call many of you.. But I tried not to.. i don't deserve it, I haven't been a good friend though. But of course I've found someone close, you know who you are and I don't think I need to mention it.. thy one and only person who'd been real close to me this year. YES BOO! There's nothing I can hide from you, thanks.

2008-06-16T14:07:00.006+08:00

I've received my RESULTS!

YAY!

.. but I'm gonna major in FT,

as I opt for it during PPD earlier on.

I think I'm gonna change to fashion design instead,

gonna think about it first.

OH, and it used to be 1750/ per sem for school fees, but it's 2445/ per sem now..which means it's 4890 per year and not 3500. ARGHX..LASALLE'S CRAZY !

OHH.. and I finally got yesasia's aprroval!...

HAPPY!

OH.. booboo HUSBAND and I will be visiting goat farm tomorrow,

HAPPY!

*PS: You're on my mind. I promised to meet up with you one day. GIDAE.

2008-06-15T23:40:00.004+08:00

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY! LOVES. =)

Eh, I received Doreen's message yesterday, regarding thy reuslt's slip.

WHERE'S MINE!..

I received Wing's friendster comment today,

not regarding results though..

but I asked whether she'd gotten hers..

and YEH.

SO, WHERE'S MINE! HELLO LASALLE!

I wonder Katie received hers,

she's gone back to Shanghai for holidays.

GOSH.

Does it means that I failed?

My brother's been waiting for his letter too!..

MR. POSTMAN, Please come with our letters tommorrow. Thanks.

ARGHX. And what's wrong with thy visa and mastercard?..

Yesasia'd given me so much problems.

I WANT MY SSK'S CDS!

Better get through with thy alternative card. DAMN.

And please reply my email by tomorrow. Thanks a million.

2008-06-14T10:07:00.001+08:00

2008-06-13T22:05:00.013+08:00

SSK Teaser Movie [FULL VERSION] This song is pretty catchy, but a sad song though. It's from his new released album, thy one before he proceed with military service for 2 years. SAD. Say Renee. Oh, I went out just now and got myself a... erm, a korean style black sweater, it looks like an over sized coat in soft material, I've realised that I love black jacket, sweater, cardigan, blazer.. and etc, bought quite a few this year.

2008-06-13T14:37:00.003+08:00

OH.. Happy Happy. You know what, I saw this bazzar and business.. blah blah and blah mail while browsing through my RM inbox just now. The Pines Club is looking for companies and people to conduct talks and workshops on fitness, handicrafts and etc., and so.. I thought I should give it a try if it's possible. I intend to hold japanese beading class on rings and maybe other accessories, I'm waiting for approval.. TIME FOR BEADS, YAY! Oh.. and I missed an interview on my slop that suppose to be post on The Straits Time, ARrr.. it's like what a waste can. =(

2008-06-13T10:45:00.004+08:00

I love KOREAN songs.

Renee's recommendation of thy day: Let's start over & Saying I love you (사랑한다는 말) by Kim Dong Ryul.

You'll love his songs, listen to his unique way on ending every line in his songs.

I'm into korean songs again. I'm a great fan of SSK & KJK, but I listen to other korean singers too. Some that I would like to recommend besides SSK & KJK: Na Yoon Kwon, Kim Dong Ryul, Tim, Tei, Eru, Younha, Kim Jong Wook, Kim Dong Hee, SG wannabe, Vibe.. check out on these people, all are great singers.

2008-06-12T11:47:00.006+08:00

SUPER MOODY

Oh my gosh, I'm super moody today.

I'm in total moodless state today that I don't even wish to step out of my room.

ARHX.

Mummy made my day worst, by doing nothing serious.

Please don't talk to me today, I'll most probably do nothing and at most look at you with a blank stare.

I'm gonna kill people.

PMS PMS PMS.. Oooops sorry.

I've found myself back in thy depression days. Oh.

2008-06-12T08:34:00.001+08:00

His Vol. 6 album will be released on 12 June 08, which is TODAY!=) I've already pre-ordered from yesaisa. BOO! Si Kyung oppa, FIGHTING!

2008-06-11T17:47:00.001+08:00

Ignore thy previous similar vedio. Here's thy song and dance.

2008-06-10T23:51:00.005+08:00

SONG OF THY DAY..

Thy song that Sung Si Kyung sang ard 8:04 caught my attention, Lols.. and time was spent searching for that song. It's actually 기대 by Na Yoon Kwon.

DUET

Here's thy original by NYK, I prefer SSK's version though.

If anyone is kind enough, can you please let me know what Tei was singing around 4:44. Thanks.

2008-06-07T10:30:00.002+08:00

2008-06-03T17:59:00.002+08:00

OMG.. thy bladder will most probably burst in any sec. It's been more than a month that i'm struggling from thy freaking bladder problems. It's fine for awhile.. then.. OPPS.. just what have i taken or did I just breath in urinate cells?.. There's no way to tolerate, no way to escape.. I need to see Dr Jocabson, like real soon. Please let me off.. please.

2008-06-01T16:42:00.007+08:00

Sung Si Kyung

He's sick in this vedio.

Sung Si Kyung- kissing a fool

Sung Si Kyung- it's my life

KJK & SSK= FUNNY!

Cute

2008-05-30T21:10:00.004+08:00

TELL ME DANCE.
Yoon Eun Hye

Younha
HAHAHA.

2008-05-30T20:43:00.003+08:00

He's pretty cute, but KJK is still thy best. =)

2008-05-27T16:00:00.001+08:00

2008-05-26T23:41:00.007+08:00

It's almost 12AM.. and I'm so gonna sleep right after this. I've tried to sleep early recently, because I wake up between 6-7am every morning. @@ I haven't been doing anything much this holiday, I already mentioned that I need a long break, probably one month rest or more... but I definitely been doing things at home and stuffs. It's just a matter if time that I need to regain my energy and to refresh my dusty brain and.. of cause to get back long lost GOOD HEALTH. I hope I'm able to start work soon, but that's gonna depands on my health, thy %%#*@%@%%!%@^# bladder problem. EMO..emO. Been EMO-ING.. did you get to watch thy charity show yesterday?.. I told my brother that's not something pleasent for watching, frankly my heart was moved by thy entire show, how singaporeans show their concerns upon thy victims.. I cried at many points and I doubt my brother did control his tears too. Thy part when thy celebrities sang with their children..thy part where zhuan yi feng couldn't control her emotions while reading thy text msg.. etc.. we just felt so sorry for thy si chuan's victims. Please try to donate or do something at least for thy people, thy poor orphans and those who lost their loved ones, please pray for thy people. I've bought nothing but my fancl products ,crochet and baking stuffs since thy start of vacation, and a green chacket dress(very similar to thy pink one that I bought earlier on). Been spending on things that're needed and maybe just one that is WANT?.. Should be doing fine right?.. I've made my promise right?.. I prayed and told god that I don't mind having lesser stuffs which are less important, because I know what's more imporant, please return my good health.

2008-05-24T13:49:00.004+08:00

I'M NOT YOUR COW MUMMY. Please don't shout at me as and when you like, please don't keep thy money to yourself.. you don't have thy rights to do that.. I don't mind if you save it, but you know where it had gone to. STOP GAMBLING!.. Never did you admit your wrong dids that they're your fault, and I doubt there's word such as 'SORRY' in your dictionary. If you love your son so much, please go to him when you're angry and not come to me. Oh, and please stop telling others about me, when you don't even understand 1/3 of me. You're a great mother who doesn't knows how to take good care of your daughter, THANKS.

2008-05-23T23:55:00.004+08:00

My day was spent with my BOOboo HAHA-SEE-BUN yesterday. GREAT NIGHT TALK!.. It's dinner time that this BSS jounior bang into ME!.. SHE's got a METAL leg.. my toe bleeds and turns blue black TODAY! HAHA!.. I've already told booboo about my SECRET!.. There's no way for me to be in his heart, all he knows is to fight with me and DD- siaosiao everytime. HAHA. I just realised Renee Ong has forgotten how to play a SWING, [that's horrible]. Btw, get well soon booboo, she said her CAGE's cracking. OOoooo...

PLEASE HELP THY SI CHUAN PEOPLE.

2008-05-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

OMG! He's BACK!
KIM JONG KOOK!

2008-05-14T22:47:00.004+08:00

OH.. I just found out there's a taiwanese version of thy drama, Honey and Clover.. by Joe Cheng and Janine Chang. OMG. LOVES, LOVES.

2008-05-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

It's 11.45pm.. I'm waiting for thy 2nd last batch of cookies to be done and then proceed with thy last before going to bed. It's mothers' day tomorrow, so I thought it would be nice to bake something for mummy, aunties and granny. Spending thy whole afternoon searching for pressie and stuffs, got her a floral shawl. Mummy was out for concert that took her serveral hours to be home, so I started to prepare thy cookie dough and place it in thy fridge to set. Guess what mummy said when she saw thy dough?.. It's rather mean I thought. 'KA-NA-SAI'.. and she didn't just say it once, but many times. OH my gosh, HEART BROKEN. I'm sick and I stay up late to bake.. and then this is what she did to me. How sad, HA.

2008-05-09T18:38:00.007+08:00

Thy daily routine is about waking up early, eating, sleeping, resting, dreaming, drawing...baking, beading.. and DAH~ etc. [TOILET-I-N-G] Cramps are not something random now adays, and they tend to be painful, throbbing pain. There're about 3 days of thy disgusting [PEE-ING] dreams.. URGH. Here's thy story of one: I was out alone when I suddenly had this urge. and obviously I need a toilet. So, this is when I patronised thy super ULU Mama shop located in an old building. Immediately I asked thy uncle for his toilet once I got into his shop. Uncle said.. OKAY. Guess what he did?...I was told to pee inside his GIANT FRIDGE. Pretty funny, I got a shock from there and quickly ran out of his shop with either side of my heels broken. WHAT A DAY, what a DREAM! I've got my 'BIRD-BIRD' yesterday, it was found in a game shop and not toy'R'us.. I didn't know thy shop closes early... toy'R'us- mon-fri: 10am-9pm. YAY!... So, I managed to get my tamagotchi from at shop before it was closed for thy day, they were about to leave... aha, thy door was opened for me. AHA. I actually intend to get version 4.. but they don't have it in PINK, infact there're many places that run out of this colour. Oh, so... I got version 4.5 instead... LAST PIECE... It's not in pink either, but a combination of white, pink and green, quite feminine though. It's CUTE, go get one and play with me..OKAY?... My brother gonna get one too! I baked cookies today, oh... they're crispy!.. They taste like POPCORNS in someway, those with ceramel crust I mean. I'll be changing my RM* title to EFE. EFE stands for Eener Fo Esuoh, and thy additional title for my plush dolls family as MS- Mraf S'eener. r

2008-05-03T18:49:00.003+08:00

Garment by Eener Yohlenciaga-Renee O.

Model: Renee O.

Photographer: Ryan O.

HA.

2008-04-28T10:20:00.004+08:00

The assessment is over, but I'm no one who's happy, indeed depressed. Well, firstly I need to thank my dad and brother for helping on thy preparation upon assessment, Thanks. The situation seems to have turn from bad to worst, and still I'm here waiting for a miracle. Seriously I'm tired, can you just let me off just once?.. Do I have to be hospitalise once I'm done with assessment or exam? I mean, this is unfair to me. Why, why is this so?.. I don't want to go for scanning, ct scanning and what ever... blood test DAH~ LET ME OFF, PLEASE!.. PLEASE! Thy routine is way too scary to think of and I don't wish to get my 2nd try.

2008-04-25T18:50:00.004+08:00

28th April 2008

B1 Block D

8.30AM

CLASS 2H SPACE H

Lim Bee Gek/ 9806

Michelle Bucu Poh/ 8830

Nur Hakimah Binte Yunus/ 9850

Ong Ying Hui Renee/ 9438

Tan Si Jia Zelia/ 9849

Li Yu Ting/ 8923

2008-04-22T01:15:00.009+08:00

6 days to assessment. 22nd April 08,1:15am It's about 11 trips to thy loo today. Perhaps it's a punishment to me, for not taking care of myself periously. I got no idea what's there gonna do with my bladder for not eating proper meals, but it more or less affects my immune system. I've been eating, seriously eating.. and I sleep once I'm tired. Please let me glow once again, I've learnt a lesson. I promise to eat once i'm hungry, i promise to sleep once i'm tired, i promise to cut down on my caffine intake, i promise to take good care of myself, i promise to....etc .. and to be a good girl. Please let me off. 6 days to assesment, WOW.. time flies. Nothing to say, but hopefully I'm able to complete thy assignments on time, and to be steady on 28th April 08, steady as in both Mentally and Physically. I cross my fingers and pray hard that nothing gonna happen to me, for I haven't been seeing my booboo partner for dah.. 2months!... I miss Pearl too! I miss aaron, he's in india now.. didn't manage to send him off yesterday. I miss Yen. I miss WING, Lee mun wing!.. It's about 2 weeks not seeing her, she's thy one who always turns me into a happy pig in lasalle. I chatted with her in MSN yesterday. I miss.. that noisy boy.

Thanks mummy, for showing your concern towards me. Loves.

Thanks Papa, for accompanying me everynight, stay up late sitting beside me while i'm doing school works!

Thanks korkor xiang!.. for giving me good advices and comforting me that nothing gonna happen.

Thanks LULU for sleeping somewhere around thy painful area last night.

Thanks maomao, nothing.. but my bestfriend for years, little kitty.

2008-04-18T20:15:00.004+08:00

10 days to assessment.

For those who reads my entry, please pray for me.

I cried today, because my bladder is seriously having problems again.

I need to go to thy toilet every half an hour or maybe one.

It's Wednesday night that I told my parents about this problem,

firstly I don't wish to see them worried about me,

secondly I was trying to console myself that everything gonna be fine.

Please... I don't wish to sleep on thy bloodly cold bed once i'm done with my assessment,

I'd tried it before and it's ultimately scary.

I promise, I promise to EAT proper meals if nothing happens.

I promise, to give up on any thing that's not as important.

PLEASE LET ME OFF.

Thanks, thanks for taking care of me for thy past few days mummy.

Daddy's always there.

2008-04-16T10:37:00.011+08:00

It's 16th April 08, 10:30AM-12 days to assessment. MOOD: Depressed

I did a moodboard yesterday, half book done for IS and 70% of Fashion com-brand statement done. Not much progress though. =(

Sorry but I'm too health concious, I'm seeing red light. I ever told myself nothing gonna happened over thy years after that inccident, life was back to normal.. nothing serious happened. But why does it happened again?.. Thy urge that forcing you to go to thy loo... none of you might have experienced it, it just make you feel lousy and let you feel like an old granny. This is seriously in concern. Indeed thy process was way too scary, can I not have it happened again? PLEASE. It's back.. BAACK. I'd been to toilet for **(#($*$)#(%*)*&!& numbers of time, I couldn't even hold for 10mins last night. Please let me off.

2008-04-15T12:02:00.002+08:00

It's 15th April 08, 12:00PM- 13days to assessment.

Hopefully recovering from thy sicky days,

feeling lousy in thy morn,

but.. yeh I'm fine now i guess.

Can last for at least a few hours on assignments. :)

Pain tolerance: 70%

I'm glad to announce that thy garment's 85%- 90% done yesterday,

it's just thy deco part that's undone. (beading and spraying)

Time was spent doing research for other subs during late night yesterday and early morn today.

Thy hectic days will soon be over, OVER.

I'm aiming a B for my overall final grade,

yeh.. so that's all about it,

GAH-CHA!!

most noisy person in my life

2008-04-14T08:08:00.004+08:00

It's 14th April 08, 8am- 14days to assessment.

I'm sick.

My head was like damn cracking yesterday,

it was infact a torturing day for me.

There's fashion class today @ 2pm,

but I doubt I'll be attending,

for there's somewhere that I need to go badly...

to see thy doctor.

I've been sewing and sewing, sewing and sewing non-stop,

I've been eating non-stop too.

I've been a good girl,

I did my school assignments,

and I'd tried not to skip any meals.

SEE, I've improved god,

let me off will you?

I promised to confess...

listen to me in slumberland.

2008-04-12T00:19:00.005+08:00

Can you just stop all your nonsense bladder, it isn't fun at all. Assessment is sooooo important that I need YOU to cooperate with me dearly, it's BACK! I swear this is not false alarm, stop telling me to visit thy loo.. and stop giving me that falling sensation, FUNNY?... IT'S DEFINITELY NOT! PLEASE LET ME OFF, I NEED TO CONCENTRATE ON SCHOOL ASSIGNMENTS. LET ME OFF THIS TIME, I'LL PROMISE TO BE A GOOD GIRL.

2008-04-10T00:13:00.004+08:00

HELLO!.. It's 12AM, Thurday booboos, time to update.

It's short and simple, it's okay if you don't understand, but I'm dead tired to explain thy details.

Sat- 05April

Jeanius Grandfinal

Impressive works

Patrick Wong, thy very cute designer

I bought movie tickets for dad and mum

Sunday-Wednesday

Thy renewal of old denim garments- Fashion Project

Sewing marathon- Oooo.. tiring eyes.

Sick- backache, bladder inflammation, lumpy neck, dizzy, face blamishes

Photography Documentation

I'm gonna sleep now,

GOOD NIGHT.

Photography Class- 9AM

Noisy Childish Boy

AWAITS

2008-04-05T01:43:00.004+08:00

TAMAGOTCHI Ver. 4

TAMAGOTCHI Ver. 4.5

I haven't been touching on this for ages.

TAMAGOTCHI

Mummy used to get us thy technology chicken when we're young, I remembered having ver 1 and 2... and mine will always be in pink and blue for my brother.

Wing brought her's to school last thursday.. Aha, it's like damn CUTE.

Thanks for telling me about thy lovely pink GOTCHI,

I'm gonna get it after assessment, it's so damn SWEET. :)

TO MY BELOVED FATHER: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

2008-04-03T19:51:00.004+08:00

GOOD EVENING! It just happened to rain soooooo heavily while I was getting home after class, ARGHX. Photography class was fine. Fashion class was fine too, just that doreen, katie and I made our move earlier, HAHA. We had BK for lunch, I've tried to eat more today.. ALL thanks to Doreen eh?..Aha. She'd been in directly forcing me to eat MORE!.. It's her trick on me, and that's how you never say NO to her. Thy trick is: When I said I'm gonna have more bread, she'll point thy meat to me and said 10 more bites. I stopped after 5 bites, and I told I'm full. She said 2 more bites and I'd be done. Then again, I pointed towards thy bread.. and then she said, at least 3 more bites. OKay, DONE. Guess what she said later.. each of them should have asked me for 3 extra bites, and it'll be 9 bites in total. OMG, don't ever try it on me again. HAHA. But thanks girls, I know you'll were trying to help. HELLO, HOMEWORK TIME.. alright, I think I'm going back to bishan later for thy sake of SCHOOL WORK!.. Erm, here's my aim tonight:- FASHION PROJECT:

1 Mood board

Clear ACM sketches

More elaboration on final garment

Probably working on 2D tomorrow... TOUCH UP!!

4 APRIL- Evening, Dad's birthday celabration.

5 April- 4Pm Meeting Doreen and Katie for Recycled Fashion show @ Bugis.

GAH-CHA!

2008-04-02T17:00:00.005+08:00

I'll remain in you,

and you remain in me.

2008-03-29T21:02:00.010+08:00

Hello camera!

I love these pictures,

especially thy very first one.

SOOoooo natural,

Ugly but..

Yarh love it can?

It's such a huge SMILE.

Fashion sketch.

Alright?

2D work.

Renee's VS Original

Renee made her very first Cheese cake

on last wed.

Chosen object from ACM

[LAST WEEK]

Photography class VS2H,

DONE by US.

[LAST WEEK]

Good Evening!

Happy SATURDAY. :P

I did not attend fashion class today.. hmmm.

Bad student hurh?

I'm not, my back's / spine aching..

while doing silk screen you definitely got to STAND..

that will be 4hrs, that's why I didn't attend.

Renee @ BISHAN HOUSE

I'm done with thy fashion sketch..

erm, 2d final project.. NOT DONE YET.. I did 1 painting, various sketches today.

Some random pictures. :) I've got swollen eyes :(

My very first BOWTIE was done yesterday.

Alright I'm gonna stop here, back to work.

Gah-cha!

He is short and noisy.

Saranghae.

2008-03-28T22:55:00.005+08:00

Guess what, I went back to thy &*%($*# shop @arab street and got myself thy vintage briefcase that I saw yesterday. I bought some materials for specialism project, SOME as in very little. Materials for bowtie and a mask. yeh, and 1/2 yard denim, a huge button from yesterday's trip. OKay, and I got myself another DRESS today. BOO!- It's pink. Oh.. yeh, I'm sad to say that thy blazer that I got from Collage for CNY is now incomplete, there's this little button that fall off yesterday.=( Back to my yamamoto sushi bowtie, Bye-Bye!

you are noisy

saranghaeyo
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