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Sunday, April 8, 2007
sleepless night.
i'm so tired.
i wish to sleep...but i just can't.
it's getting more painful compared to hrs back.
thy itchiness somehow is ard.
from 1 plus till now...not yet sleep.
4plus.. 'i was lonely i needed.........' that is my msg tone.
new msg received. i definitely know who that person is. none will msg me during this timing..and you're thy only one.
msged me weird stuffs last morning..so as today.
what's your fav. cigarette's brand. that's what you asked. 4 am...and mR. cheerful.. you asked me this qns. you called.. and said that i'm still as blur. you...you... you love to smoke..but you kept changing diff kinda ciagrettes what. skl.. just remind me of thy strawberry lite..and thy cherry flav. one. who know's it's your fav. i'm not a smoker also eh..so, how will i know others also skl cigarettes.
on thy phone... thy familiar voice was back again. yet.. you said sth that....erm, well...nth reminds me of our incidence bout one mth back. you being cruel, you saying that i let you fang gan. saying all kinds of hurtful words. so painful. yet you said you missed me in our conversation just now. hey, listen mR. cheerful... right from thy beginning till now...i see myself as a hidden friend of yours...there was once that i qnsed myself...why am i a hidden person. is it due to thy fact that i'm not an outstanding person?.. everytime...when you called... you talked..what ever...i was there to listen...no matter it's good or bad. though we haven meet up for ard a mth...chose to contact you lesser...but yet, seeing you unwell, or anything...i don't think i did fail to show some concern. but.. what have you done?.. so depressed that time...yet, you just throw some comments on me... cry cannot..ask me to change...told me to attend self esteem course. yes...all of thy above i will do...but, that moment of time...you said all those. worst still..you kinda left after that. few days later.. you sent flowers to a galfriend. you said it is to make her happy. at times... i'm just thinking...do you actually observe and treasure ppl who have been ard with you who really did show concern to you..if you really...erm, just wanna make ppl happy...just so simple...you might have agree to visit thy orphanage and to make thy kids happy. yet, you said...you're not like me. so i realise...you're actually having somestuff on your mind whenever you did something. is it just to make someone happy?...is that so simple?.. rethink about it my dear boy. if you've really got thy heart to make someone happy... even thy unknows...you should have help them too.
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