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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
okay...i decided to bring some matters up. well, maybe comments from others affect me too me too much. one thing alright, bare in mind that you gotta observe carefully before you speak. if you thought you know that person well...but actually you're not...please...keep your mouth shut. things have been so damn unfair alright. at times...some kinda people will show there true colours only when there family or someone really close is ard. stop saying how good that person is how...what what what and what. friends...you all shld know that i'm closer to my dad. and i do have bad terms with my mum at times. please okay PLEASE!!...wanna know why?...i guess only some of my friends know about it. hey... let me tell you...do you think it's fair when i sae sth and maybe i didn't mean anything know...she can hate me like hell...tell aunties...tell granny bout how my behaviour is...hello... many times korkor have been rude to her can and really rude that kind can...what did she sae?... nth!...and she even apologise to him. since young...and thing happen...i'm her chu qi tong okay...any ppl realised on that?...only papa knows i guess. since young till now...before mummy goes out and lets sae korkor haven wake up... she'll ask me to prepare food for him and stuffs. but even if she did't ask me to do that i'll prepare everything for him oso...papa already said before, i'm like their eldest daughter. but she's always serving him also. what is this.maid serve us and we serve him?..and i remembered once i was sick... i wanted to drink barley...i was having fever... i gotta cook that myself okay. when i was hospitalise... i get scoldings okay. her son is always thy best...others think that too.
but still i'm very close to my brother.
another matter...
those friends who still think i love to buy lotsa things and spend alot...ahem, i guess you've been mia in my surrounding for awhile. that was my past. after my op 2yrs back...i've changed. when i was still with lh...i spent mostly on him and not for myself okay. and even now...i need to buy beads for my reneethymillion stuffs... i've been using my own savings okay. from thy day i stopped schooling...which is about 3mths if mummy happened to give me...den i take lo...if not i won't ask for more. i've got total of 300bucks for 3ths..and that's all. and spending at least 70% on thy materials. i've told papa that i wanna try to earn money myself. i told him when i really need anything...i'll let him know. but that's when i really got prob...sick or what. i'm 18 larh...and keep getting sick...it's a shame to get money from my parents...i'm not a little girl already. i told some friends before... if you start to work...you shldn't have any prob. and though i'm weak in my health... i'm still able to work . though my english language aint good... i believe if i'm willing to try...i can work also. this is a challenge to myself. rmb this... your dad or your mum will not be with you forever...so everything gotta rely on yourself. right now i'm still trying to be independent. i guess i can do it. though i'm making mistakes every now and then, but i'm gonna learn from my mistakes.
so, i'm not a weakling okay.
Renee♥