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Saturday, June 23, 2007
oh dear!... it's my third time dosing off infront of my lappy. omg. and i just woke up bout an hr ago.
well, and i'm now repairing aunty merly's bracelet. lols.
and suppose to complete yk's doll by today. but...eh, gonna complete tmr barh.
after this bracelet gonna sleep. tmr still gonna work early. but i just realised that thy shapes that i cut out yesterday...eh.. was gone. lols. i guess my maid took them out from thy plastic storage bag...and place it in a tray of mine. lols. can die. missing legs. was searching just now.
oh well, while i'm working on aunty merly's bracelet... i don't know why but i started to qns myself on certain issues. what am i doing recently?.. have i done thy right thing?.. why am i working so hard now?.. am i happy?.. what is all this for?.. why am i making dolls for ppl?>.. alot alot more. whY?
recently..i spent most of my time doing my reneethy-million stuffs and in thy spa. i guess.. have been doing fine.. just that i'm feeling tired for most of thy time. but i'm probably in thy right track. working so hard, because i want to push myself to thy limit...so as to prepare myself for thy worst obstacles in thy future. am i happy?.. i guess i don't know how to ans this qns at thy moment. but definitely better than thy past. dolls. people. perhaps i'm a person who doesn't know how to make myself happy. so, those who seems to have prob recently... i would like to make thy effort to let them smile. and maybe seeing others happy... i'll feel thy happiness too.
cooking for others... it's a show of concern. close friends should know this. i always prepare cute packaging food for friends when i get to see them.. i mean normally larh. it's a habit of mine since long time ago. sometimes... people mention that... i don't have to live due to others...but live for myself. friends ever told me to treat myself better. sometimes... i'm confuse... i ever thought that i'm a selfish person.. but yet i see myself.. doing things for others. so am i selfish actually?.. for this i can't ans myself. but what i know is... i'm not a good friend/ good daughter/ good niece/ good cousin. i know how to show concern.. i can be a good listener... but when ever ppl needs me.. some how i feel that i'm not involve or not ard. i mean i'm sorry.. but how?>..how to be good??... and i'm like always in debt to everybody...and i don't know why.
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