i'm just getting older each day.
yes, it's actually consider as thy other new path of my life.
as in a beginning.
just started...
yet, i'm getting weaker each day.
feeling lousy..
feeling ugly.
sickness, illness.
tired can?
TIRED.
i can't handle so many things at one go.
why must all thy unpleasent stuffs happen on me?..
i'm only 18...
please let me go.
i can't accept any bad stuffs to happen on me again.
too much.
seriously...
when can all these stop?!..
WHEN?!!!!!!
god... just let me know what am i suppose to do to change my life into a better one.
it's not about wealth.
but..
HEALTH.
i know i won't be happy without a good health.
i don't wish to suffer.
it's painful.
18=81
maybe it's a punishment?..
well, i don't know.
GOODNIGHT.