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Monday, August 20, 2007
thought for others, give others surprises..
oh, but who bothers to put another seconds on me.
anybody bother to give me surprises?..
DAMN!
i'm not a slave, i'm not a backup..
for now, i'm thy only one in my world.
ppl only know how to ask me to do this and that..
hello!...i do have my own stuffs to manage eh..
nth in this world is fair.
ppl don't have to work..
i have to.
ppl don't have to work, they have income.
but if i don't work.. i would probable be dead man.
since when become like this?..
oh, ever since i thought for them lorh..
at first.. they having prob what..so, i started working...kinda like don't wish to let them worry bout me. and since i was always sick..
medical fees was like a dome.
and ppl thought that i was weak..
so, i make it a point to prove to others.
i'm not a weakling..
yet i'm not strong.
for i believe in such a way that,
daddy won't be with you forever.
so, i have to learn to be independent.
nahx. and since well, last week i guess...
i've learn to treat myself better.
haas.
if i'm not gonna get something for myself..
who bother to get it for me?..
never will i ask them to but for me..
or telling them i want this or that.
so i bought 2 pairs of heels.
one in pink and thy other in black.
as usual, both pairs didn't cost alot.
you know, i don't spend large sum of money on clothing and shoes.
but only on hello kitty, face products and definitely on my RM* i suppose.
i don't go for brand..
as long as it suits me..i'll buy it.
and i get 2 pieces of dresses.
i did mention before,
i'm not materialise.
i mean i've learn to control and not to buy those uncertain thingy?..
so, am i at fault to get those stuffs in a shot?..
quite sinful though.
bad.
but four items cost me at a total of 100 bucks.
oh well, yarh... i was feeling quite frustrated that day..
feeling stressed as well.. so,
i went out alone.
feeling better when i got home.
thy 100 bucks which changes my day.
spending on apearals is always better than on mental fees.
MENTAL fees...lols, i mean back to thy depression state where you sepnd money on pills.
bad bad.
haas.
i guess i've learn to work hard and relax at thy same time.
it helps to become a happy person.
but have i became more selfish each day?..
well, i don't know.
if i'm, everyone care for themselves am i not right.
ppl normally think for themselves before others.
but i used to think others before myself.
so, i've learnt another lesson.
how nice.
everyone is selfish in a way.
human jiu shi zhe yang le oh.
haiz..
back to thy spa days,
anything i can talk to my beloved 30yr old friend.
but now, i hardly see her...
how am i gonna talk to her?
miss you, boey.=(
well, and yes..
MUMMY...stop nagging at me...
stop shouting at me...
stop comparing me to others.
if one day i'm gone...
you'll realised that i'm not as bad as you always thought.
i've already did my part as a daughter.
think twice, what have i done wrongly so far?
Renee♥
