you're just taking me for granted.
i shall see how loudly you'll be crying when i'm gone.
when ever i'm sick you'll give me lotsa and lotsa blunt comments.
thy time when i was hospitalised, bleah, EVERYTIME.
many times, i kept quiet..
but i hardly control my emotion today.
i cried...yes just infront of you.
i believe you'll never talk this way to korkor,
NEVER.
you didn't do your job as a mother,
so, please don't blame me for not doing my part as a daughter from today on wards.
remember this, i'm just a DAUGHTER by name.
enough is enough.
whether it's right or wrong.. you're forever blunt towards me.
i'll never give birth to 2 children.. one is more than enough.
if i'm gonna be a mother, i want to be a GOOD mother.
if you doesn't know how to share your love between two, for god sake..
please don't hurt thy other child and just give birth to one will do.
for it's cruel.
spending many nights crying...
just because of YOU.
i'm tired.
all you did is complaining my behaviour/ attitude to popo or other aunties.
or to compare others daugther with me.
but did you ever realised that you're not a normal mummy?
so, there's no bonding between us.
for all you'd like to say, it doesn't matter..
korkor was just beside me when you said those words just now.
DON'T POINT THY ARROW TOWARDS ME.
thanks.
Dr again this morn, my throat was kinda painful.. so as my neck, and mucles. running nose was so irritating, because i hardly breathe. that's all for today, goodnight.