Oh... it's 01/12/07!!
and so..
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BEVERLY!!
Alright... I had a great baking session today, on CREAM PUFFS. Thy mini cream puffs, ring of 8 puffs with dip, donut cream puffs, eclairs.. I have them all, but hey..I don't consume them, infact I adore thy colours, shapes and patterns in them. [DESSERTS ARE SINFUL!!]
PUFFY PUFFY..PUFF!! aha.
I'll go on with thy original vanilla cream puff and giant cream puff.
So, yeh..any PUFFY LOVERS?.. AHA.
Okay enough of PUFFS.
It's DECEMBER..THAT'S FAST. 30days.. 30days and I'll be back to LASALLE, shall enjoy thy heavy work load, bed time at 5am, DAH~ and... to be a STUDENT again. Thy day I've long for has finally arrives... BACK TO SCHOOL, oohh.. back to sch= graduate earlier!! ooohh.. thy dream on becoming a future jewellery designer/ gemologist will be closer.
YEAR 2007
Thy year 2007 has not been a good year, but it is good year on many encounters to solve problems and learing experiences. I supposed thy 18 years old girl has most likely grown up by alittle. I happily enjoy thy precious 9months with out pocket money, and amazingly I survived.
FEB: Thy phobia on presentation caused thy intermidation from lasalle. I was down with depression and medication was in need. I broke up with colin just 10days after thy start of our relationship, depression turned out to be worst.
Mar: Stay alone at thy other house for abt a month. I had my precious time alone to calm myself down and then I started with my favourite hobbies, BEADING, doing craft works and baking.
My first ballet lesson.
April: Back home. Thy start of Reneethy-Million.
May: Working at Bugis v. ..but it only lasted for three days, thy job doesn't suit me at all. Working at Serenity Spa in VIP hotel, and I stayed there for 3 months. There i met my 'xi fu' aunty ros and motherly, aunty merly.
June: Reneethy-Million booth at cafe. New friend at spa.. BOEY, she's great.
July: Did my first facial for a client at Serenity Spa.
Aug: Reneethy-Million booth at chinasquare, and I got to know my booboo neighbours Clarence and his friend[THY UNKNOWN]. And then..a supportive customer, SHIRLEY ANG. Thy immune system broke down.
Sept: Left thy spa as I thought it was thy right time to concentrate on RM*..and to give myself a break to rest. 16 Sept.. I met up with Clarence to pass him phantphant thy doll, it was a customisation for a galfriend, to surprise.. thy unknown boy was with him. Thy start of volunteery work at kwong wai shiu hopital.
Oct: Reneethy-Million booth at SCAPE* flea market, and there i met great neighbours again, xiao yee and her boyfriend. I got into thy top 20designs at J8 converse foot fetish fest with thy shoe- Dead or Alive?-Jewellery.
Nov: Toothache on pearl's pre-birthday celebration, just one bite on fries and thats it.Cavity with large hole at thy side on thy top left molar. Thy dental appointment at Q&M dental surgery was yucky, thy dentist who only check one tooth. I had my first dental xtray in life. Supposed to have thy root canal treatment..but thy other dentist, Dr Ong said there isn't a need to do that treatment. Tongue, gum ache.. which lasted for 10days. Thy start of Reneethy De Menu.
So, yeh I'm now looking forward on thy new look of my room.. and that means I've got alot to do.
I was updating half way,
then korkor was asking bout thy puffs...
took them from thy fridge,
some for his friends..and a pair of earring for his galfriend, not girlfriend heh.
then..
totally forgotten about this uploading entry..
CONTINUE..
I did 2 tests on mummy.
1ST: I was chatting with korkor one day,
and we chatted about Jewellery design in Lasalle.
If JD is really close for good,
am i really got to go to HongKong for JD.
Then.. korkor mention that if I am to stay in hk for thy 6mths course,
he has got a strong feeling that either one of our parents will go with me.
But again, he said that although papa dotes me thy most but he can't leave his
job in singapore.
So, thy possibility will at most goes to mummy,
but i remembered myself replying korkor that..
I doubt mummy will follow, because she won're bare to leave korkor and to go with me.
SEE.. i was curious upon mummy's reaction,
thy qns was asked just now.
HER REACTION: HURH, you expect me to go with you?.. Then who's gonna take care of thy hostel?.. hongkong is cold, I may not be able to adapt to thy environment.
KORKOR VOICE OUT and he said: hk doesn't have winter for 356days.
2ND: My brother was about to go out with his friends,
then mummy asked whether he still have money.
But mummy just deposit money to his bank acc like just a week ago.
So, thy test is here.
CAN I GET A SET OF BRA?..I asked.
mummy ans was.. ' deng yi xia larh!!'...
she was quite pissed.
How expensive can a set of normal bra cost?..
Do you have to be so angry?..
YOU..can affort to pay for korkor,
so.. why can't you just pay for a set of BRA?..
But it's okay..
I do have my own savings..
I can affort to get myself a set of bra.
and..btw, I didn't intend to ask you to get it for me..
it was just to test you.
But I really don't understand..
You are willing to get a hundred plus speaker for korkor,
BRA...bra , BRA.. 30plus or even lesser...i dont get it.
It's like I only left with 3 bras.
You are weird MUMMY.
When I'm moody,
I always thought of that day...
I had my intestine cramped during thy one week break..
vomited and was down on high fever for more than a week..
I couldn't eat and sleep..
thy specialist said if i'm not gonna be well,
I may need to stay in thy hospital.
I remembered very clearly..
YOU WENT ON CRUISE with your family side.
CASINO...how nice right?!
korkor was in army back then..
papa stayed at home to take care of me everyday.
I love you seriously I swear,
but thy way you reacted everytime..
it makes me confused.
Remember scolding me in thy hospital right after my bladder and plevis surgery?
MUMMY..
when you're sick..
Did i ever leave thy house and not to accompany you?..
Even thy depression days this year..
thy moment i heard that you're having fever,
I cooked a pot of barley for you at bishan,
and brought it to you and stayed at moonstone for thy rest of thy day to take care of you.
MUMMY.. you've disappoint me.
ALOT.
I actually intend to get a new set of blusher for you, yours probably going to finish and because i want to be fair to everyone..
since i'm going to use thy 100 bucks voulcher that i've won in foot fetish fest to get myself a pair of new shoes, then another pair for korkor..
I thought it will be nice to get something for both you and papa.
Papa's specs having so many probs..and you are thy one who said not to change and it's a waste of money.
Does it means that buying 4Ds thrice a week are not expensive?..
you can spend hundreds on that but for a specs, it's expensive!
and i don't understand..
thy hostel belongs to papa,
so why are you controlling on thy money matters?
It's fine if you did a great job..
BUT NO!!
anyway I'm gonna get a specs frame for papa, i don't have much savings left for myself though..
but still i want to get it for papa to let him have a good start this coming jan.
Infact.. I want all of you to be good from thy start of 2008,
that's why i thought of getting everyone a gift.
BUT mummy,
you'll never understand how i love thy family.
You're neither a good wife nor a good mother.
PAPA and I needs your love too,
but all you think of is korkor.
I won't be surprise if papa had an affair before.
Have you tried to understand papa?..
Just a simple meal,
why can't you cook for him?..
EVERYTHING KORKOR KORKOR,
PAPA doesn't feels your love towards him at all.
