IT'S TIME TO WAKE UP RENEE!! OR YOU'LL JUST TURNOUT TO BE A CRYING BABY!! YOU'RE DOING FINE EARLIER ON, SO WHAT HAPPENED? DO YOU STILL REMEMBER YOUR 15 years GOAL? WHO WAS THY ONE WHO QOUTE THAT WOMEN ARE STRONGER? WHAT HAPPENED?.. I was doing fine on my own. I tried to defeat my greatest fear. I tried to be independent . School's like a nightmare again. It's back, back to thy normal self . I don't talk. I hope there's a little hole for me hide . I HATE IT!! It's back! Have I pushed myself too hard? I can't affort to waste my time. For i've wasted 19 years of entire life. I used to be a loser. I used to have lousy grades. I used to be bullied by others. What's wrong with me? I thought I used be a happier person. All I think about is SCHOOL WORKS but nothing else right now. I hope I wouldn't be seeing a C in thy progress slip. AT least a B . Sometimes I just don't wish to talk , But I've been forcing myself to speak And to be more chatty. I'm just struggling, and thats thy real fact. I do mind when others claimed that I don't talk and they'll most lightly outcast me. YES, this thy real fact! Although I love to dress up myself but it totally doesn't fit my character I love to be alone I love to stay at home I love to work on my own stuffs I love to go shopping on my own I love beads and I love to bake I love to make my own accessories I love to make dolls I love to dance I'm like a girl who stays in KAMPONG. I don't believe in human beings, especially MAN.

thy weird character that i've gotten for myself.

SORRY