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Thursday, June 19, 2008
Thinking about that inccident, I have thy to be angry right?
HOW MANY TIMES ?..Just how many times had you all scold me due to that stupid internet problems?..
I was just trying to help at first, but why did you take me for granted after awhile, that it's as if MY JOB TO do it for thy kids?!
It's not that I don't want to help please, but everytime I helped.. and when thy problems doesn't solve... I got scoldings. Didn't I said at thy beginning, I'm not really good with COM?
And everytime.. even when I helped, thy kids don't appreciate, and they say some nasty things... it is not you that're doing this okay?.. it's you foreign students after all, I tried to help and I scolded by them, and you said i'm not suppose to be angry?... DO YOU THINK I'M BULLET PROVE OR WHAT?.. I HAVE THY RIGHT TO BE ANGRY!..When I'm doing my homework last time, I MUST STOP what i was doing and help those people. Why can't I say that just ask them to try first before I help them?... Do you know just that day when you bring thy lappy down, I just click on thy digloue that appears on thy screen and it's connected?.. Why must you be so kan chiong?.. Can't you just wait till everyone is back to try thy internet first?.. it's not working last time, but it's solved now what, just wait for awhile to have all of them back and try it first larh!.. WHy must you kept mentioning that you want to FIX ONE INTERNET PER LEVEL?.. You wanna pay till siao or what?... I was just saying thy fact, of cos i will be angry when I kept saying thy right things and you don't listen to me. You don't even know how to use a com, so why don't you just listen to me?.. All we need is ROUTER...DAMN. Only crazy people will fix four lines in a house.
AND, when I'm saying thy facts, why don't you all believe me!.. It's like an insultation to me okay!.. WHO WANTS TO TALK TO YOU when you don't even believe my words?.. Why do you need to ask soooo many people after me?.. DAmn what's thy point of asking me when you don't even believe me?.. I Felt sooooo terribly sad when my dad shouted so fucking loudly.. 'MY DAUGHTER IS SOMEONE LIKE THIS'... I didn't fight back, Because I repect you, because you're not mummy and that I love you for most. But now i'm gonna tell you, I felt so dissapointed on you, as I thought you're always thy person who understand me thy most. You scolded me so loudly, just because of them?.. And None of my family members apologise to me when they did domething wrong, why is this so?.. I'm not a fool. I feel so bad staying at home, I don't want to speak to anyone of you, it's useless.. I don't wish to get scolded again. AYE, thrice okay... 3 Times in a month, that I got this problems with you all.
Last year, when you got thy internet fixed, it was korkor's name that you placed for that account...but why do you ask me to do it now?.. Why is it always him to get thy benifits when I get thy bad ones?.. Why am I using a free lappy after 8 years of my old one and he's allow to get a new lappy when he already have a pc... I know he needs it, but I need it TOO!.. This lappy of mine is way too slow, how am I gonna do my work when thy system is sooooooo bloody slow?.. I haven't mentioned that I want a new one... I don't even dare to mention it previously. I've been thinking for you, but who cares bout me?!.. He can get it without learning how to save money, but me... not even do i need to pay for my own when I go out... as in food only okay not even saying appearel or what.. and I still need to save for my own lappy!..
Don't you all think that it's very unfair?..
He is your son, but I'm you're daughter!... I just feel that I'm an extra at home, you'll just need a son what, my presence is just not important at all. And everyone thinks that my brother is smarter than me right, so he gets everything.. but it's just a mark diff. in our final results that we received that day. Yes I'm always below him, but... can't you see my effort?.. During school days he's always in top 10 last time but I used to be top ten from thy back. But that's over, lots of people say that I love to look back.. but.. I guess it's you who's not looking forward.. I'm not that lousy girl who knows nothing. Just one day, I'll prove it to you. I'm not good in theories, but it's about designing now.. you'll never know who's thy better one. I promise to work hard, and those nana people over there please keep your mouth shut! My dad ever says that I'm wai rou nei gang, believe it or not.. you'll realised that I don't have a weak personality.
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