Thursday, August 28, 2008
I had my worst day in school today. Never had I been so rude, Never.. But I've got my rights that I won't regret for what I've done just now. It's either I'm unfit for the school module, OR there's strewed up in school sytems and bloody cold tutors.
Go and search for TEE WAEE WAEE A tutor/ lecturer of lasalle, taking fashion managment. She's not an extraodinary bad tutor, but the worst tutor I've ever seen in my life time. I'm not a shame of letting everyone knows about the inccident just now. I supposed to give my FM presentation today and was preparing since long time ago and was spending my time not sleeping more than 8 hrs in total since monday evening, My family's seen the work, SO it's proven.. it's not as though I went out for party or stuffs. Feeling lethegic, I attend her class too. She straight aways give a d grade for those who're late, an F for those with incompleted work. This tutor is way too much, look at how arrogant when she's talking with those student who're weak in her class. So what happened is, though I haven't interract with her today, but I nearly cried during the presentation's slides that was given my my class mates. I'm admit that I'm a slow learner, and I need more time to study the sources. I've tried my best.. and that's all and that's the best I can give for now... but still.. I probably think that my effort had be ruin when she gave one of my classmates a F grade straight away.. and I'm sure my standard is probably around there only. What's wrong with that, can't she understand and come to realised that fact that everyone is different?.. why is she asking the same standard from everyone?.. and purposely give hard time to those who're weak in work. Stop all your bully. So, the worst thing I'd ever done is, I walk out of her class with telling her.. and I didn't take the presentation at all.. because you'll should know what gonna happen if I were to give my speech just now. She's too much. I'm sorry, but I've already done my best. I don't see why I still need to attend you class when you don't even know how to respect your student, and it's being so tough that I cried everytime after your class, even my brother wants to meet the programme leader of fashion management. Is it true that that school really sets their target and standard so high?.. Or is it my fault for not coping well?.. But again, I've tried my very best with no regret and I don't see why I need to cry over such things when I already done my work just that it may be under standard or so. I don't have much problems in other subjects, so.. what happened?.. My parents were hurt when they see their daughter not sleeping as in seriously NOT SLEEPING and I mean it... doing home work and crying.... crying and crying. Just what the school wants from me?.. If the situation continues to be like this, I'll most probably transform into an insane girl before graduationg from lasalle. This is not the way, I mean seriously.. what is this I did my work and I'm like crying almost every day?.. This is too much. I need learn and observe where I stand, and what I want.. I don't wish to see that inccient to reccur again. It's exactly the same though... like how I experienced 1year ago in lasalle. Leaving school in consideration, probably doing something that I really like or changing the environment might be a decision, at least.. I won't hurt so much.
Renee♥
