Ebony And Ivory by Sung Si Kyung and Alex
Oh, yeh.. SUNDAY.
Nothing much happened lately, so yeh not much things to update.
Beads trip..
waiting for nafa's interview..
home bake..
beading..
clay work..
light exercise..
that's all about it.
Boring lifestyle, Yeh.
I would like to talk about my beadwork..
new ring inspired by tutu-beads and the ideal look i'm going for..
I was thinking about the name, but I couldn't really thought of any..
then..
I remembered what my brother said that day, " P I N K C E S S S H E E S H E E ".
It's a nickname given to him by his friend, pinkcess is due to the fact that most of my stuffs are in PINK, and there's one period where my brother borrowed my barangs to school.. and yeh, they started to make fun of him, i'm my brother's pinkcess. Sheeshee stands for lion in japanese, and lion= Ryan- my brother's name.
SO, I shall name my new series of beadwork, Pinkcess Shee Shee.
Oh, why am i having PMS like today.. serious cramp that's real painful can.. but hey, my period should only starts in a week time. Why?.. So painful..=(
No tedious exercise, I'm sad to say that I can only do light exercise at the moment.. and I think it'll last for quite awhile.. I can't do it as I'll get giddy very easily.. and there's not much strength in my limps. It's time for proper meals, i don't wish to suffer from osteoporosis at such young age. I'm forcing myself to drink milk or soya milk or consuming dairy products everyday. Nonono, I'm not dieting like what I did before.. 3 apples per day was horrible. Now, I'll try to eat with small portion at least and I try not to take rubbish foods, I used to love them alot. My candy days is over. I'm happy to weigh 39-40Kg, and the weight lasted for 6-8 .. of coz the lightest was 37 and heaviest at 42kg through out those years.. but it'll fall back to 39-40 range again. My weight hit 43kg in 2005 before the bladder surgery, and was dropped to 37kg when i was discharged. But 39-40 will just nice.
Oh, when was the day I post about mummy, hmm.. i find it hard not to talk to any of my family memebers.. yes, I was pretty annoyed upon seeing my mum's attitude that day.. not only that day but it consists of many many other days. I wonder whether it is good or bad to forgive someone so easily.. I find it hard to get angry for days, like not talking to close ones.. I CAN'T DO IT. Yes, i think i'll grumble maybe on blog, but everything should be fine after awhile. But is there a way to solve this problem?.. Any methods to transform a mother into a normal one?
SIX reasons to smile everyday:-
yeh, i'm so gonna get into happy mood and smile everyday.
We must learn to be happy in life..
no..i don't want to go into depression again,
days of sadness..
it'll just make you shag and ugly.
So, now i'm gonna tell myself to find SIX reasons to smile,
I want to stay healthy, I wanna meet everyone in my best form.
HAPPY= PRETTY
I finally realized something..
I used to think that when I grow fatter, face rounder.. that's a complete chaos..
bad mood, everything comes.
But i start to look into my photos taken previously..
OH.. i realized that..
the ideal way for you to look good,
is to smile from your heart.
When you're happy.. you're pretty.
It's a point where everyone can be good looking,
so just make an effort to smile everyday...
simple things to make yourself happy.
