Yeh, I did play this song on my blog many months ago.

I'm not sure whether it's my luck or am I being curse... erghx.. it's my 3rd year of bad luck.

Nahx, frustration and getting annoyed are jut useless emotions, but how am I gonna solve all the problems?.. and is it possible to solve them?

Like yesterday.. hmm, I went down to NAFA after two weeks of silence from the school, no responds, nothing. Guess what the person from admin told me?.. The head of department is not available.. they're at vietnam and will only be back next week. And what did they told me 3 weeks ago?.. Hmm, the person in charge of special entry is on trip for 2 days, and again the letter that janet sent out.. I only received it like more than a week after i've spoken to her. I quickly brought it down to nafa and , that person was not around.. I was told that the person incharge will give me a call when he's back but there's no respond at all. I went down two days later, and yeh.. that person was back.. he photocopied everything and he called me like more than a week later telling me that the documents weren't clear..  I got my doc. scanned and quickly sent it to him. Yeh, and the vietnam thing was what I was told yesterday. So, am I gonna explain everything to them if they blame that I'm too late?..  I've been like waiting and waiting for the interview for years.. and the worst thing is.. they didn't even inform about anything, just kept quiet and waiting for me to go down and asked personally. The school told me to wait for their calls and they didn't even bother to inform me that everyone's out.

Okay, enough.. =) I shall just wait for another week. It's either NAFA or JDMIS now.

Oh been moody lately.. but i've tried not to go into details and think too much. I mean even when you're in trouble, you are not supposed to cry or even giving that crumpy face everyday..

I want to be a happy person, and I shall make myself a happy person. 

FACE IT. BOO!

Oh, yeh.. I nearly went black out the previous night, so scary can.

Breathless+ numbness in limps+ no strength to stand